"Baby, where are you?" he said as he sounded nervous of meeting up in a place we never expected to meet up at. "Come and find me "I whispered slowly, only realizing then, that this was happening. I walked as far away from the entrance as I could in order to keep him looking for me, today, it had been not as packed as it usually is, which made it easier for him. "What exactly are you wearing?" He laughed as you could hear, getting out the car to walk to the entrance. "Black shirt and blue jeans "as I said that I watch the entrance to keep an eye on him walking in. There he was, with his mother, and little brother. The way his eyes hurriedly looked around for me was so breathtaking, the glistened glare in his eyes but soon replaced with me walking somewhere else.
It was the way he smiled and looked at me down the aisle. Grinning from ear to ear. His voice still replays in my mind from that day. He made me happy in ways I never been happy before. But, everything happens for a reason, you can't never stop one's thoughts of false love if they don't value self-love. A year from now, I would've known I would still be stuck on him, but, many others would come along in the process, and I would continue to break there hearts, leading them on.
In the end, all you have is yourself, and that has too be enough for yourself. Maybe I could've changed something, maybe you could've changed something. I never expected that, after you, I would've gained the feeling to write as a passion of mine- to clear out my emotions. I felt so alone as you became discreet. The impacts of love effected my self value, of my depression. I gathered it was too late, for us to be a possibility. I was too late, my depression was on time. A little too fast, slowly each night became worst for me, i wanted no part of my life anymore, no matter how hard i tried. This life wasn't for me, but, everything happens for a reason.
