Doing It Wrong!!!

Only One Way Out!!!

Desire P.O.V

These Last Few Days Have Been Hard For Me. I've Been Stealing Just To Survive Out Here In These Streets. Its Not Like I Dont Have Money But I Know Its Gone Come In Handy So I Rather Just Save It. Don't Nobody Knows About My Problems, Not Even My Own Best Friend ( Jeff ).

I Applied For So Many Jobs And Nobody Have Called Me. I Know It's Only One Way I Can Make Fast Money To Support Myself And That's Shaking What My Mother Gave Me.

I Went Back To My Old House And Snuck Through The Window To Find Me The Tightest Thing I Can Find That Show All My Curves.

I Found This Maxi Dress That Stops Mid-Thigh,My Christian Louboutins Red Bottoms, And Threw On A Little Bit Of Jewelry But Not To Much.

I Walked Up In Club Mc-Daddy With A twist In My Walk, That'll Turn Heads. Making Bitches Nigga Want Me And Bitches Hating But I Ain't Mind All The Attention I Was Getting, Because They Gone Start Seeing My Face A Little More Often Around Here In This Place.

"Excuse Me Can You Take Me To Yall Boss" I Asked A Big Heavy Set Security Guard Who Was Most Definitely Checking Me Out.

"What's A Fine Girl Like You Doing Up Here In This Piece Of Shit" He Asked Rubbing On My Upper Arm With His Dirty Hands.

For One Don't Touch Me And Two I Came Here To Grind And Get My Money So Are You Going To Take Me To Your Boss Or What, I Said With Attitude Cause He Started Really Getting On My Last Nerve Just From Looking At Him.

You Ain't Got To Catch A Attitude With Me Lil Mama, Your Ass Look A Lil To Young To Be Working In Here Anyways, He Snapped Back.

Don't Let The Pretty Face, And Height Fool You My Boy Cause I'm Bout It, Now Could You Do Me A Favor And Take Me To Your Boss Like I Been Asking You To For The Past 5 Minutes Damn, I Said Just Getting Annoyed By He Presence.

He Mumbled Something Under His Breath But I Didn't Care To Listen Cause Right Now I Don't Need To Get On Anyone's Bad Side In Here, I Want All Eyes On Me, And Not Some Goofy Trying To Stop My Hustle. As We Walked Down The Hall We Passed By The Dressing Room And I Can Already See Bitches Eyeing Me But That's Totally Fine With Me Cause Your Always Gonna Have The Bitches That Automatically Hate You Then You Got The Bitches That Act Like They Like You When In Reality They Wanna See You Fail But I Already Know That's Not Gone Happen With Me. I Might Converse With You But I Really Don't Like You Bitches.

Knock...Knock,Knock.....Knock, Knock, Knock,Knock, .... He Knocked On The Door I Guess What Seemed Like To Be A Code Or Something.

Yo Maniac I Got A Fine Ass Girl Here Who Trying To Put In Work, He Said Into The Crack Of The Door. Tell Her To Say My Name, Maniac Said From The Other Side Of The Door.

I Said His Name Just Like He Wanted Me To, He Said It Was To See If I'm Cute Or Not But How Can He Tell If He On The Other Side Of The Door And Can't See Me? I Guess They Don't Call Him Maniac For Nothing. I Was Hired Right On The Spot, I Got My Stage Name Which Is Exotic. He Said It Didn't Really Matter About My Age But If Anybody Was To Ask, I'm 21.

I Wasn't Going To Start Working That Night Cause I Still Had To Clean Myself Up And Buy Me Some Lingerie Sets To Wear. I Knew That Money I Been Holding On To Is Going To Come In Handy One Of These Days.

I Went To A Store That's Not To Expensive But Enough Just To Keep Me Looking Flawless And Worth Something.

The Day Was Over And The Only Thing I Did Was Roam The Streets Of California Since I Had No Where To Go. I Should Just Stop By Jeff House Just To Get A Goodnight Sleep For My Big Day Tomorrow. I Walked On To His Porch And Was About To Knock On The Door Until It Swung Open And I Was Pulled Into An Unexpected Hug.

"Where The Fuck Have You Been Harmony" Jeff Spat Into My Face As If He Was Really Concerned About Me. I Didn't Wanna Hear A Word He Said Honestly, I Just Wanted To Get Cleaned Up And Lay My Head To Rest.

"Ive Been Home," I Lied Knowing That He Can Smell The Lie I Was Feeding Him But All Honesty The Truth, The Streets Is My Home So Technically Its Not A Lie. "Stop Lying To Me Girl, You Know That I Know That Your Lying, You Have No Reason To Lie Cause I'm Here For You" He Said In A Much More Softer Voice That Kind Of Made Me Relax So I Can Tell Him About What's Going On. I Know He's Going To Be Mad About Me Not Telling Him What's Been Going On.

Well You Know How My Dad Use To Always Hit On My Mom?, Well Things Got A Little To Out Of Hand And I Shot Him Just To Scare Him A Little Bit But Then Later When I Told My Mom Who Is Currently In The Hospital Because My Dad Really Beat Her Ass This Time, She Told Me To Get Out Of Her House And Stay Far Away From Her Family," I Said All In One Breath.

Dammit Desire, He Stressed. You Should've Told Me And I Would've Gave You Everything You Need, You Know That, He Said In A Softer Voice, But I Guess He Saw That Screaming At Me Ain't Do Nothing But Put Me In A Bad Mood So He Pulled Me Into A Tight Hug And I Just Let The Tears Flow Down My Cheeks.