Fathers Dues

chapter 10

The memories were like a nightmere, they actually were a nightmere, since I was sleeping, but it was like I was reliving the whole thing, I couldn't stand it.

It was dark, too dark to see anything and I was chained. Oh god, I was chained, not this again, please let me wake up. But I didn't wake up, the memory kept going. I pulled myself up, and rushed toward the window, the same thing happened, I was pulled back. Then Chad came into the room, just stareing at me, nothing else. I moved back into the corner and hid.

 Suddenly Snake came into the room, please stop, let me wake up! I started to scream, hoping that the people on the outside of my dream could wake me. They did wake me up, I was sweating and shaking, trying to make it stop.

I was just stareing at a doctor, it didn't look like a regular doctor, it looked like Chad. I screamed and shook when he grabbed me by the thaort. I clawed at his hands and thrashed out, feeling the air being taken from me.

Than Jeff ran into the room, gun pointed at Chad. "Let her go! NOW!"

 

"Never." Chad whispered and tightened his grip.

Jeff pulled him off me and cuffed him. I, on the other hand was still clawing at my own thoart, I could still feel hands on my thaort, constricting my air, I couldn't breath. Real doctors came into the room and forced my hands to at my side, then pushed a oxygen mask on me.

 

"Breath, take a big one in and let it out." A doctor said.

 

"He-he, I thought he was in jail." I whispered, coughing.

 

"No, I escaped, and so did Sanke, he's coming for you. I can't wait to see you on the news dead." He laughed, being forced to leave by Jeff.

 

"No." I whispered. "NO!! He couldn't have, everyone said he was- was." I startred to convulse. I couldn't control it, I couldn't control anything.

 

"Calm down, please, calm down Poppy." It was my Father, how'd he get in here? I asked.

The doctors shot something into my IV and I felt my body start to calm down, I was tired, I didn't want to fall asleep. Not after what happened with the dream and memories. I started to cough again and looked right at my Father.

 

"What are you doing here?" I asked, my voice deep.

 

"Please honey, forgive me." He begged.

 

"No, I will never forgive you, not after what you did to me." I whispered.

 

"I didn't do anything to you."

 

"Yes, you did! You were the one who got me into this, you got involed with the wrong people and know I can't ever forgive you." I whispered, crying.

 

"I'm sorry, what else do you want me to do?" He asked.

 

"I want you to leave me alone." I whispered and turned on my side, and shut my eyes, letting the darkness take me. This was going to be my life, living in fear for the rest of my life, in every way too. I was going to be afarid of my Father and Snake, he was going to come back and kill me. I knew it.

 

The next couple days were good, and I was just sleeping and lying down on the bed. I was too happy when the doctors let me leave, they wanted my Father to come and pick me up, but I said no. I could take sare of myself, but they wanted someone to make sure I had settled in.

So, my friend Mike came and picked me up, he was my closet friend I had, and I was only trusting him because he didn't like girls, if you know what I mean. I don't have anything against gays, I loved them because they were guys who wouldn't rush you.

But anyway, I was going to stay at his pent house, he wasn't using that one, he was using the one across town. Mike had moved all my things from my Fathers house into the pent house and re-stocked everything in the house for me.

When I got used to the house, it was around ten and I was crying in the bed. I suddenly heard the door open, I shot up and out of the bed. I caught the first thing that was close to me, it was the T.V remote. I hadn't thought much of it at that time.

Slowly, I walked out to the living room and thats when I saw a man, I couldn't see his face, but from the back I saw that he had I gun. I started to hyperventlate and I turned on the lights. The man turned and I saw..... Jeff. Relief flowed through me and I dropped the remote.

 

"That wouldn't have done anything if I was Snake." Jeff said.

 

"What are you doing here?" I asked, angry.

 

"The question is, why is your door unlocked?"

 

"No reason, what are you doing here and how did you get this adress?"

 

"Your friend Mike gave it to me, he said you might want some protection." Jeff said, walking around the house.

 

"Thanks for the offer, but I'm fine." I lied.

 

"Are you sure? You were about to attack me with a remote." He joked.

 

"Well, you don't come into a persons house without knocking first."

 

"I did knock." Jeff said, walking over to me and handing my a card. "If you change your mind, give me a call."

 

"Thanks- but I don't think I'll be using this, but.... thanks anyway." I whispered and he went to the door.

 

"Don't forget to lock it." Jeff smiled and walked out, I walked to the door and locked it.

I almost fell apart when I turned the lock, but I held it together until I got to the bedroom. I forgot to turn the lights off, but when I went to bed, it felt nice being able to see the apartment. Knowing that nothing evil, like Snake, was going to kill me during the night.