Nahee heard her alarm go off so she quickly hopped out of bed and threw on a pair of black skinny jeans, a pastel blue sweater, and a pair of hightop pastel purple converses. She brushed her hair, her teeth, and headed down for breakfast. Her mom made her an omelette to go so she wouldn't be late for school. After she arrived at school she threw all her books in her locker, but walking down the hallway were none other than the bullies of the school, Blackpink. They walked up to Nahee and pushed her down saying "I don't see how Jimin would love someone like you. You're worthless. Go kill yourself" Nahee believed every word that came out of Lisa's mouth. She ran to the girls bathroom and started crying. She cried until she ran out of tears. She walked back to class with red and puffy eyes. She ignored anyone who tried to talk her because of what Lisa had said.
~time skip!~
⚠️WARNING!! MENTIONS OF SELF-HARM⚠️
Nahee went home to find her mom not there. That was typical for Nahee. She'd come home and her mom wouldn't be here because of how much her mom works. Nahee went to her master bedroom walked into the bathroom, and grabbed a small box of razors she keeps under the bathroom sink. She lifts up her sleeve and makes a small cut on her wrist. She couldn't stop at this point. There was no turning back. And to her amazement it felt... good. She kept making lines until she felt that it was enough. She cleaned up her arm, pulled her sleeve down, and laid down her bed. She woke up 3 hours later to have a text from Jimin. It read
Park ChimChim💫: hey Nahee! I wanted to know how you were doing. You left early today and you wouldn't tell me why. I wanted to make sure you were okay!
Park Nahee💕: I'm sorry Jimin. I left early because I didn't feel well. I'll try to stay all day tomorrow. Thanks for checking on me.
Park ChimChim💫: no problem. And if you ever need anything I'm always here for you. Just remember that okay?
Park Nahee💕: I will Jimin thank you. That means a lot actually.
Nahee cut off her phone and went downstairs to watch tv. She fell asleep on the couch waiting for her mom to get home.
~another time skip!~
Nahee woke up and got ready for school. She wore a pair of skinny jeans, with an oversized pastel pink sweater and a pair of black converses. She needed something to hide her arms and her sweater was the only thing she had. She grabbed her backpack and left the house. When she arrived at school she saw Jimin in the hall kissing Lisa. Her heart broke into a million pieces. She ran out of school not daring enough to look back. She ran all the way home and was thankful her mom wasn't home. She ran into her bedroom and cried. She had called for Jimin and she couldn't help it. She cried and eventually fell asleep clutching a koala stuffed animal. When she woke up it was already 3:00 in the afternoon. She got up and went to her bathroom to check her face. It was red and puffy and her eyes were bloodshot. She quickly washed her face with cold water and she looked much better. Her eyes were still red but at this point she didn't care, she just wanted Jimin back. But was he thinking the same?
"Self-love is not selfish; you cannot truly love another until you know how to love yourself"-Anonymous
