Growing up as Alison Christ

Going back

After the summer break and getting away from school it was finally time to head back to school. I knew it wouldn't be the same, but I had to go back. Over the break people had changed, the jocks had gotten fatter the queen bees had been struck by acne and the criminals had been nice to people. But then their was me I looked like a lost child trying to find my mum a dog looking for a home. That's when I saw her, Trinity Luckdale I think I might have found a new crush, she looked extravagant with her curly blond hair and her light green eyes. She brushed passed me in a rush to get to class her hair as soft as feathers and she smelt like roses. After that the day went by really fast, I might have stalked Trinity a little but I figured that Would be normal. I kept trying to tell myself that we had just been in the same place coincidently but deep inside I knew that I was a stalker. That night I had received a call from Megan she wanted to meet me at the park I told her I would there soon. When I arrived I found her kneeling down with a box of chocolates the tension in the air was high. She got up and slowly walked up to me and kissed me passionately on the lips. She pulls away, my mind completely blown, my heart racing I don't know what to think she slowly kneels down once more and softly says "I love you I always have and always will, you may not feel the same way but I needed to get it off my chest". I turn speechless how could I of missed it her sense of style always clingy and constantly being with me (not that I minded). I tell her I feel the same, she had been my best friend for years and now we were just closer than friends but with the better parts. The next week somehow it had leaked about me and Megan, it was news to us but it was old news to them everyone had already thought that we were together. But now it was official we were a thing but everyone was quite calm about it, except for Trinity. For some reason she was giving me dirty looks all day, it was like I was constantly worrying about why she was looking at me, was it she thought gay was bad or was it she liked my hair or something. I don't know why but it was always in the back of my mind that she was always watching me like an eagle watching it's prey. But by the end of the day it seemed okay I wasn't worried about it, until I went to the toilet. I walk in to the toilet trying to do my private business and she emerged from one of the stalls. She confronts me about my relationship with Megan and says " your relationship would be cute if you were in to her" I reply quite fast " I am, I love her with all my heart" she pins me up against the wall and softly says "no your not, your into me" she starts to lean forward, and 'BANG' she hits the wall because I was smart enough to move. I courageously walk of I open the door look back and suddenly she's gone, I didn't know where she was and frankly I didn't care, she tried to tell me the I didn't love Megan that strawberry cucumber apple snatcher.