Doubting Mind

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As soon as Jayfeather left, Amberpaw rushed over followed by Dovepaw and Lionclaw. "Are you okay?!" asked Amberpaw.
"Yeah, you were just there. Like you were dead or something. You had me worried!" Dovepaw joined in.
I really didn't feel like answering any questions and was glad when Lionclaw answered for me. "She'll be fine. Jayfeather said she passed out from blood loss and when her wounds heal, she'll be good as new."
Then Jayfeather was back. He applied another fresh poultice on my wounds then shooed everyone out so I could rest. But I didn't want to sleep. I knew if I went to sleep, Tigerstar would be waiting. He never showed any sympathy or love like the clan cats did. In fact, he seemed not to care. The claws of hatred on my heart seemed to recede. I was born to destroy them,yet, their kindness pulled me the other way. I started to doubt Tigerstar... did he only send me for his own ambitions? But no, he was only helping me. Yes, I was showing weakness.
With those thoughts in mind, I fell into a restless sleep.

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