Without You

Chapter 1

It started like any other day really. I woke up to the sound of my stupid, boring alarm clock. I threw the sheets off me, then hissed as a wave of cold air brushed over me.

"Fuck, its cold" I muttered as I made my way to the bathroom.

I turned on the shower and removed my boxers. I stepped in to the hot water.

"Ow. Shit!" I yelled as I jumped out of the stream of hot water.

I saw my skin was a bit red, so I turned the water down a little and got back into the stream.

I grabbed my shampoo and squirted some in my hand. I ran my hands through my hair, massaging my scalp. I reached for the bar of soap and it slipped from my hand.

My shampoo got in my eyes so I couldn't see, so I stepped forward and slipped on the bar of soap. I crashed down on the times floor hard. I felt around for the soap and when I found it, I stood up, and I soaped up my body. Once I had covered everything with soap, I stepped into the stream of water against and rinsed off all the soap and shampoo.

I stayed under the water and instead of turning it off, I stayed in. I reached for my razor and looked at it. It was a beautiful as it shone in the light. I placed it up to my forearm and slut it across gently. Blood started to come out, and I felt really good. I waited until the bleeding stopped to turn the water off. I always hated leaving behind a mess.

I stepped out of the shower, grabbed a towel and started to dry off. I got to my arms and winced when the towel went over my newest cut. The cut opened again and it started to bleed.

I just watched as the thin trail if liquid made its way down my arm. I was mesmerized by the crimson liquid flowing out of my body. It was calming to me, I lost all sense of urgency and just sighed at the relief.

Once the bleeding stopped for the second time, I stepped back into my bedroom to get dressed. I was putting on my boxers when my phone vibrated on my night stand.

It was Ayumi, trying to make sure I was coming to school today.

~Yes Ayumi. Now Goodbye~ I replied

I slipped some pants on and a red shirt. I quickly put on the rest of my uniform and started to prepare my bag. I put in my homework, my phone, and my pencils.

I left my apartment and found out the elevator was out of order. Now I had to take the stairs. After I took 4 flights of stairs and get outside, it starts to rain.

I walked in the rain and wasn't too wet, until a car passed me and drove right through a puddle. I was thoroughly soaked and equally pissed off.

I finally Reached Kisaragi and everyone looked at me and laughed a little. I just mentally told all of them relatively the same thing. -Go fuck yourself-.

But when I finally got to my homeroom, I saw the one thing that and my life worth living. And they saw me and came over to me.

"Hey Yoshiki, are you alright?" he asked with wide eyes.

"I'm okay. Thanks Satoshi" I replied inwardly grinning.

Author's Note: So how did you like it? Please rate it and leave a comment telling me what you thought.

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