I woke up with the loud banging from my door. My sister kept shouting and telling me to make her breakfast already. And for the first time I just ignored her. I have the key to my room so they can't open it.
"Lalisa get out there and make me breakfast already or I'll cut you and send you back to that freaking hospital again!"
I finally lost it and unlock my door and faced her. She looked really angry and was ready to slap me when I stopped her by holding her wrist. She was surprised by my sudden action because I never defend myself before be it physical or verbal abuse, I just let it be.
"Then cut me! Kill me or do whatever you want! Do you think I didn't think of doing those to myself? I keep thinking about it everyday and every night! I wanted to kill myself and just get out of this hell of life but I just couldn't because I'm still trying here! Now kill me if you have to cause you're going to do me a big favor BIG SISTER!"
She was speechless because of my sudden outburst. She never expected me to retaliate like this.
"Lalisa, what are you talking about? Comeback here!"
But I ignored her and just went down outside the house, away from her.
"Lalisa don't stand there! It's dangerous! Get back inside the house with me!"
We were already making a scene outside but I didn't care. I just want to run away, run away from them.
So I started running until I noticed a vehicle coming directly to me. I looked at it, unable to move, but I I wasn't scared, I felt like I'm being saved.
I saw my sister running to me, telling me to get away but I just smiled at her.
Finally. My miseries will be gone.
End.
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