Remember Me - Choi Yena + Jo Yuri

realization

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Realization

She felt sore all over her body as if it was locked up on the bed. To be honest, Yuri hasn't accepted any part-time jobs for days because ever since she encounters Choi Yena; just she felt like she couldn't do anything.

Choi Yena has been on her mind like a toxic all the time. It's hard for her to just discard the fact Yena showed herself back after five years disappeared.

And...

There's one more thing Yuri found it as a problem.

Ever since Yena came back into her life... that dream... the dream where she lost her world... kept appearing in her sleep without fail.

Yuri wasn't sure whether she needs to thank Yena for come back into her life; though initially, she hates her for leaving her hanging just like that or she would say she despised her because she's the reason for everything.

Honestly saying, it's not entirely Yena's fault because... that girl barely knows anything and they're young back then. But, Yuri has been in agony for years; she missed everyone around her. When she noticed her own mother couldn't remember her and claimed her as death; her whole world had gone.

Yuri had no one by her side. She was alone.

Like, she didn't know what kind of sins she had done that God punished her too badly. Yuri never steals nor killing someone. She did nothing but yet she experienced the worst thing ever could happen in her entire life.

"D---Dad."

Sweats dripping down her cheeks as her eyes were shaking though it closed, "D--Dad," Yuri instantly sat on the bed with her eyes widely opened. Her breath was rough as she tried to grasp some oxygen from the surrounding.

Yuri heaved out a profound sigh before she wiped the sweat on her forehead, "That dream again," She complained with her teeth gnawed her lower lips.

The girl looked around the room but couldn't see any familiar girl she supposed to see. Well, that girl has been staying in her house for days, how could she not notice her existence, though?

It would be a lie if Yuri said she wasn't feeling disappointed when she couldn't mark the older girl but when she smells something good outside the room, she knows the girl was still out there; probably preparing some food for them to eat.

Basically, Yuri didn't know how to cook. So, she would usually have it deliver or sometimes, Chaeyeon and her would go out to grab for foods. But since Chaeyeon gained a new girlfriend, they rarely spend time together and there's Yuri alone; enjoying her food with no one else beside her. Most of the times.

But lately, whenever she revealed her eyes, there will be someone by her side and that someone is Choi Yena.

Yuri forced herself to wake up from the bed, going out from the room she has been locking herself in for a few days; with a reason, she didn't want to see Yena.

It's actually hard to merely explain the contradictory feelings Yuri had in herself right now. She needs Yena but at the same time, those dreadful things happened in the past kept disturbing her disordered mind and it inadvertently caused her to hate Yena.

Just... Yuri wasn't sure whether she should let Yena stay or leave.

"You're awake," Yena had a radiant smile plastered on her lovely face when she regarded the younger girl was currently walking towards her, "Wait for a while, the breakfast will be done in a couple of minutes," The girl claimed.