Remember Me - Choi Yena + Jo Yuri

devastation

Ch.13
Devastation

Sian woke up to a familiar girl by her side. What exactly happened yesterday? 

She held her dizzy head, vainly trying to recall it, "Right, I brought her home because she's too drunk." 

The vague memories on yesterday came across her mind again. Her hand went to her lips as she bit it, "And... we did something we shouldn't last night." Sian looked at the girl with a pair of shaking eyes, "What are you going to do now, Lee Sian?" She strenuously urged the question to herself. 

The younger girl startled when suddenly Eunbi adjusted her position in sleep, "Yah, Lee Chaeyeon, can you close the curtain? The sun is so bright," She complained and it flustered Sian. 

Right, she still loves Chaeyeon. 

What do you expect, Lee Sian?

You know she will never love you as much as she did with Chaeyeon. 

You know you're just toy that she played around with whenever she's bored. 

Sian then woke up from the bed, heading towards the glass windows and slowly pulled the curtain together, obscuring the sun from penetrating inside the room. 

"What should I do now, Kwon Eunbi?" Tears started to form in her eyes. 

"T--Thank you, Ch--Chae," The girl startled to see Sian in the room, "Le--Lee Sian, what are you doing here?" She recognized the familiar room, "Ah---I mean, what am I doing here?" 

Eunbi sat on the bed with the blanket sufficiently covered her body. She took a peek under it and instantly realized that she was only wearing her underwears, "W--Wait, we didn't---" 

Sian gritted her teeth, tears running down her cheeks but she managed to instantly wipe it since she didn't want Eunbi to see her vulnerable side. 

"N--Nothing happened between us," She told a lie as a smile formed on her lips, "Maybe you're just too drunk," Sian lowered her head down, escaping the gaze given by Eunbi. 

Eunbi looked uneasily around the room and could  

see her outfit scattered around and even Sian's. 

"We did," Eunbi's lips slightly curved upwards, "I--I'm so--" 

"Don't say sorry to me. Because I'm not regretting anything," Sian abruptly cut her words, "I know you still love Chaeyeon. I know it very well. But Eunbi, you know that right? My heart is yours from the start. Though you brutally crushed it, threw it inside the bin, pretending like I'm nothing to you, I couldn't help but love you more and more." 

Her eyes met Eunbi's.

"I wished I could stop myself too, Kwon Eunbi. I want to stop longing for you. I want to stop thinking of you, but I can't. I can't, Eunbi. My life is totally nothing without you by my side. I---"

"Sian, you know that there's supposed to be nothing anymore between us--- You're the one who ended the things--- You---" 

Sian gulped, clearing her throat, tears endlessly streaming down, "But---" She pitched her voice, "You're the one who comes to me first. You said we should start over anything. I know you're drunk. I know you didn't remember anything. But I want to at least--- hold onto the strand of hope you're giving me. I---I just hope we could start---"