Jayda Pov:
"Boy don't be busting in here like you stupid." I snapped once Lucas busted in my damn room.
"Kash be beating on Melissa. I don't want Pooh over there with that shit." He said all mad.
"How you know that?" I questioned. He been finding every reason to get Pooh back ever since he gave her to them. Like I really miss Pooh but we had custody of her and you just decided to give her up with no thoughts about it. So getting her back is gone be hard.
"Because when I was at the grocery store, I seen her. And her face was fucked up. Like bad. And you know she got him staying down here with her." He said.
"Ok, and what you gone do about it?" I questioned looking over at him.
"What you mean?" He questioned.
"Lucas you come in this house everyday with a reason to get Pooh. Yesterday, it was he selling drugs. The other day, it was because he got into a fight with some dude down here. Lucas don't forget you still gotta bad background as well. You done the same shit he did and still was the best father to Pooh. So let him have his turn. Pooh knows your number and the police number and you know she will use it if she was in danger. So, what is you gone do about it? Take her or take it to court? Because either way it's not gonna work. She's definitely not gone be with them and she's not gone be with you either. She's going straight to foster care and won't none of y'all see her. Be lucky they letting you see her whenever you want." I said trying to explain it to him.
"Jayda, you sound dumb. I been having custody over her since she was born. How come, they wouldn't give her back to me?" He snapped.
"Because you was the only fucking person at the hospital, you signed the damn birth certificate. If Melissa wouldn't have left, she would've had custody of her also from the start. You fucked up when you went to jail because they gave her custody to your mama. You no longer had custody over her since then and then it got to me when your mama died. And you forced me to give it to them and we had to do all that court shit, now you regretting it. There's no way in hell, they gone give me back custody of her when I sat there and gave them custody of her. Lucas you needa start thinking before you do." I snapped back. I'm tired of having these petty ass arguments with him.
"You been acting like you just don't give a fuck about Pooh no more. I'm the only person trynna get her back but you always trynna make me change my mind." He said.
"Bitch I did try to fight for her, I didn't want to give custody up. And right after I signed that papers I told yo dumb ass you gone regret it. And now you getting mad at me because you regret what the fuck you did. I can't do nothing about that Lucas, you should've never did it." I snapped.
"Fuck you, dumb ass bitch." He said then walked out.
"Bitch you the only person dumb in this house." I yelled back. I swear I'm so sick of his retarded ass. He needa find him something productive to do other than sitting in my house pissing everybody off.
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"Jayda, you really do be acting like you don't care about the situation, though." Lucas said coming back in the room after the conversation been dropped since 10 minutes ago.
"Lucas, I do care but why would I keep on trynna find ways to get her back knowing I'm not gone be able to get her back! If anything she gone go to a foster home, Lucas." I explained then he nodded his head.
"I guess, it's just that it's hard. I'm not used to this shit." He said sitting down on the bed.
"Well get your mind off it, like get back in the studio." I suggested.
"Mann, I'm not trynna drive all the way down there." He said laying back on the bed.
"Well Lucas, I love you and I don't want you to think that I'm against you because Imma always have your side no matter if you're wrong or not. But stressing and worrying about the situation ain't gone make it better." I said as I straddled his lap. Then his phone started ringing.
"Why the fuck the jail calling me?" He said looking at his phone ignoring everything I just said.
"I don't know, figure out." I said about to get off his lap but he grabbed me to stay.
He was silent for a minute as he had the phone up to his ear. Then scrunched up his face.
"It's for you." He said giving me the phone.
"Hello?" I said in a questionable tone.
"Hey, this your mama. I'm out of jail and I need a ride." She said.
"To where? Because the landlord got his house back." I said.
"Jayda, I'm still your mama. I know you got some room for me. I have nowhere else to go." She said then I sighed. I love my mama so I know it would be lowdown to just leave her in the streets.
"I'm on my way." I said then hung up the phone.
"Who was that?" Lucas questioned.
"My mama." I said dryly as I got off his lap. "She might be staying here for a while." I added.
"What?" He said scrunching his face up. "She gotta murder charge." He added making me feel some type of way.
"You must want her to stay in there longer or something?" I said looking at him.
"Why the fuck you getting so defensive already?" He said. He keep saying the wrong things.
"Maybe you should just shut the fuck up." I said rolling my eyes and slid on my Nike flops.
"Tuh. You got me mixed up with them other lil niggas you was messing with." He said getting up out the bed.
"What other lil niggas?" I questioned. Now he got my full attention.
"You know who the fuck you was fucking with. I don't gotta put up with yo shit. I'll holla atcha." He said grabbing his keys and phone and headed towards the door.
