Wild Flower(Jungkook FF)

The Truth

Doubt was killing her. Even if she didn't want to doubt him, the lie he told made her to. She was staring at the wall in silence not sure what to expect so she just waited for him. Her wait was cut short as he entered the room.

"Where were you yesterday? "

But he just ignored her and got ready to change his dress.

"Jungkook, where were you yesterday?"

This time she raised her voice.

"Why do you want to know? "

"Because I have right to"

He just stared right at her with a blank expression. He could read her so easily. He knew she found out about his lie.

"I wanted to be alone"

"Alone with who? "

He again glanced at her in confusion.

"You are doubting me, I see. But it's ok to doubt. I mean who would not right?. I told you lie and didn't come home all night"

"Answer me who were you with?"

He just smirked at her question and rested on his bed.

"Who do you think? "

"Don't test me and tell me the truth"

"Why would I test you? I am just clarifying things"

"There is nothing to be clarified of when I know you were with someone, weren't you? "

His expression turned into the cold ones. He grabbed her arm and pulled her towards him in such a force that her body rested right over him.

"Do you love me?"

"Of course I do"

He smiled at that.

"Too easy to say but too hard to do"

"What do you mean?"

"I can read you so easily. You say I lied then what about the lie you are speaking now?"

"What!!! You think I don't love you?"

"This is not a love, definitely not. There's no glow in your eyes when I see you, there's no warmth, there's no care. You don't love me, you just love yourself. The love you say for me is just a sweet lie. You don't care for me but at the same time you don't want to leave me, You ignore me but you don't want me to ignore you. I don't know if I should call that love"

She just looked at him. She couldn't take his words. In her opinion of course she loved him. What he was telling brought a flame of anger in her heart.

"Then what about you? You love me? I didn't see same sparkle in your eyes either. You rejected me yesterday, heck you barely even come home. You say I only care about my work then what about you now?"

He caressed her hair and tugged a part of her hair behind her ear.

"It feels bad doesn't it? That's the life I have been living with you these past years. That's the life I have been used to these past years, I was dying yet you chose to save yourself only. I tried my best to help me with the love I have for you but may be I didn't realize that it was dead already"