She closed her diary and gave out a muffled cry. Tears began to fall on her cheeks but she roughly dried them with her sleeve. To heck with this stupid crush.
Her heart ached as she threw the diary in the dustbin and left.
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She spent the entire weekend crying over her broken heart. Why would anyone like me back? I'm so dump,ugly ughhh why did I even hope? All kinds of depressed thoughts filled her mind.
Another day begins at school. Only that she doesn't have 'her little hobby', she looked around at the empty corridor. The December air filled the space. A few students passed her, coffee in their hands, shivering.
She wandered around the school for a bit before finally reaching her class. No one was there since she was really early. She looked anxiously towards her desk. Oh my goodness.... There was her diary laying on her desk along with a candy bar.
Please God someone haven't read it. She hoped against hope although it was quite obvious. I didn't write his name, or did I? A chill of horror spread across her body. She quickly turned the pages around, only to find a different writing at the end of the diary. Oh shoot! I'm probably gonna be bullied now... She read the text worriedly.
Dear crush!
It has been a long time since I've started to like you. The way you pulled your hair strands behind your ears but they kept coming back. The way you tilt your head to the side whenever you're anxious. In fact, everything about you makes my heart melt. But it made me sad the googly eyes with which i stare at you all day, went unnoticed. I get you were too occupied in someone else to notice me. My friends seriously wanted me to get over you 'cause they think 'I stand no chance'. Just yesterday, I made up my mind to get over with it. But suddenly my eyes saw a familiar thing in the trashcan. A diary, your diary...I picked it up and read it. I'm sorry, I couldn't help it. So yeah I found that you've also given up over your crush. Don't worry, he must be an asshole to never admire you. But it sure gives me hope. Lets begin a new journey now,shall we? I won't tell you who I am. You have to find me yourself, looking through thr corner of my my eyes towards you with bambi eyes. I'm going to wait for you. Please find me soon though, I'll make it quite obvious. Haha
Regards,
Your secret admirer
She smiled. Cute... She felt funny in her stomach, butterflies dancing around. I can't believe this. Someone actually has a crush on me, while all this time, I was too busy degrading myself to know. I know who you are though. She chuckled brightly
I know this handwriting.
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*Flashback*
"Sorry to bother you. Actually, I didn't understand a word that old hag explained on maths class. But I wont take much time. Please explain this one."
"...."
"You aren't busy, are you? I'm sorry I-"
"No it's okay. Sit"
He sat beside her. She noticed his cheeks showing a tinge of crimson. He must be cold.
" Yah! Dude hurry up. We have a basketball match to practice." A jock shouted from the door.
" Wait, I'm trying to understand this equation." He said annoyingly.
"Why? Don't you have a maths tut---"
" I'm coming" he abruptly cut him off.
"Maybe later. Bye" She smiled at her, showing cute bunny teeth.
"Bye" she smiled back.
