It all happened to fast

Chapter 3

*Paola's POV*

I was laying on my bed reading a book for a book report when i heard a knock on my door. When i opened it i seen Jonathan standing there stained with blood as if he had killed some one

"What happened why do you have blood on you" i asked socked

"Uly,Uly killed himself" he said looking down falling to his knees. I couldn't believe it my best friend killed himself and i wasn't able to stop it. My life is never going to be the same. He would always help me with my problems. I would always be able to go to him when i needed someone but most of all he is the one person i love and need the most. I don't understand why he would do that he was always so full of life, he would always smile, he made so many people smile. He was the best person anyone could ever meat.

"Jonathan why did he do that, i need him i need to see him to keep my sanity why did he have to go" i said falling to my knees in front of Jonathan balling my eyes out in tears.

"I don't know myself. ITS ALL MY FUCKEN FAULT HE DIED PAOLA MY BABY BROTHER KILLED HIMSELF AND I WASN'T ABLE TO STOP HIM" he said crying his eyes out

"Its not your fault jonathan. God decided to take him. Don't blame yourself for something you didn't cause"i said hugging him

"Paola how I'm i going to live without him he's my baby brother , he was my partner in crime, he was a weirdo with me, yeah we had are ups and downs but how am i supposed to live with him, and i though god would only take people that were sick not people that were perfectly healthy"

  "Jonathan god thought it was time for him to go. If it wasn't his time god would have gave anyone a signal telling them to stop him but none of us got it. He is your brother but he is my life. My life will never be the same without him. I will lose my sanity without him"

"how do you think i fell. He is my all he is my blood i don't think i will be able to go on without him" He told me while we were both now laying on my bed cuddled together comforting each other. But soon we both fell asleep.  

(SORRY I DIDN'T UPDATE SOONER I STARTED SCHOOL AND I HAVE LOTS OF WORK BUT ONCE I HAVE TIME AFTER HOMEWORK I PROMISE I WILL TRY TO UPDATE. I HOPE YOU GUYS HAVE LIKED IT AND REMEMBER TO VOTE AND LIKE IT PLEASS)