*Jonathan's POV*
While i was sitting in class all i could think about was all everything i seen my little brother (uly) do last night to him self i tried to help him but he just pushed me away and told me not to say a word. What would happen if my parents found out about his self harm it would kill me to see my parents cry let alone seeing my best friend that i have been in total love with from day one. I just wouldn't be able to keep my sanity. All through out the rest of the day i kept thinking about it. Now i knew why he wouldn't let people see his arms.
*football practice*
"Jonathan your going to be quarter back from now on" coach Gomez said
"Finally coach"
"Shut up and get to the line Castellano"
"Okaii Gomez"
I would always give coach a hard time but it was funny because i was now the best player on the senior varsity team so he wouldn't do anything. After practice i got home and i found cops all around my house a ambulance out side and my mom and dad crying there eyes out. At that moment my baby brother came to my mind did i really just loose my only baby brother. When i walked near my mom she just pointed to ulys room.
Once i was at his door i seen a person covering him while he laid in a pool of his own blood. At that moment i fell to the floor on my knees
"NOOOOOOOOO NOOOOOOOOO MY BABY BROTHER CANT BE GONE WHY NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO TELL ME ITS NOT HIM PLEASSSSSSSSSSS GOD WHY HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
"Sir call down-"
i cut the man off before he could continue
"SHUT UP OKAY YOUR ONLY LITTLE BABY BROTHER DIDN'T JUST KILL HIM SELF SO YOU HAVE NO FUCKEN RIGHT TO TELL ME TO CALM DOWN GET THE FUCK OUT THE ROOM AND LEAVE ME ALONE WITH MY BROTHER"
"Sir we have to take him"
"NOO YOUR NOT TAKING HIM ANY WHERE UNTIL I HAVE ALONE TIME WITH HIM YOU HEARTLESS BITCH"
"Sir calm down ill just give you only 5 minutes okay"
"OKAY GET OUT"
I just sat holding him in my arms not caring that i was getting his blood on me. i just sat there cry and looking at him
"why uly? Why did you have to leave so soon? It wasn't your time to go. Its all my fault i should have asked what was going on before any of this could happen. I played football your favorite sport while you were here cutting yourself to death. I will never forgive myself. I love you so much and i always tried to show you no matter what and i will always love you" i said and i gave him a kiss on the the cheek
"Sir we have to take him now is it okay now" now it was a young lady
"Yeah pleas be careful and don't hurt him more pleasss"
"I promise he wont get hurt any more"
"Thank you"
I stood by his bed while they pick him up carefully and put him on a bed and covered him. I followed them out and watched them take him away my mom and dad were both sitting on the couch crying once they seen me they had wide open eyes
"Jonathan your covered in blood " my mom said
"I had to hug him one last time mom i couldn't let them take him without hugging him one last time mom i just couldn't"
"I understand baby"
"MOM I'M NOT THE BABY ARE FUCKEN BABY IS GONE AND IT ALL MY FAULT! ITS ALL MY FUCKEN FAULT THAT HE'S GONE"
"ITS NOT YOUR FAULT JONATHAN WE COULDN'T DO ANY THING"
"ITS MY FAULT I SHOULD HAVE BEEN HERE TO STOP HIM! DON'T YOU FUCKEN UNDERSTAND" I said walking out the door. I had to tell Paola i had to tell her. I don't care if people look at me weird because i am covered on blood and crying my eyes out. When i got to Paola's house i just walked in because i knew her parents weren't home
*at her room door*
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It all happened to fast
RandomPaola was a junior in high school when her very close friend Ulysses (aka Uly) past away. She was having a hard time she had 3 other best friends Jonathan, Mark, and Elias. Which one will help her get through it read to find out. **IN HONOR OF MY FR...
