Ongaku Academy: Spring's beginning

❣ Chapter 36 Fading❣

*Trigger POV*

When they finish school IDOLiSH7 was the first one to finish and IDOLiSH7 left and soon the other students which only left Riku and he soon left waiting for his brother at the main gate, a few minutes went by and Trigger came out of the building seeing Riku standing there looking at the ground.

"Sorry that we're late, did we keep you waiting?" apologized Ryuu

"No"

"Well let's go then me and Ryuu have a shoot at five and Tenn already did his yesterday"

"Will you be okay alone in the dorms, Tenn?" wondered Ryuu

"hai, it's not the only time I was alone and plus if we had a burglar I wouldn't expect you two protecting me" huffed Tenn as he turned around

"So your saying that you can defend yourself and Riku?" questioned Gaku

"Yes I can and anyway shouldn't we get going now before you and Ryuu will be late" mentioned Tenn

"Good point, we should all go now" suggested Ryuu

Trigger and Riku left and went to their dorm, when they arrived Gaku opened the door and Gaku and Ryuu quickly went in to get change and get all their stuff to head out for the shoot whiles Riku and Tenn stayed in the living room drinking apple juice

"Tenn, we'll be leaving okay?" mentioned Ryuu as he and Gaku got their shoes on

"Hai be safe and come back not drunk please it's a pain seeing grown men skipping happily and looking like he is ready to go and do something that I do now want to go into" whined Tenn

"Wait until your older Tenn and you will see how you would like to go have a drink after a exhausting day of shoots, interviews and concerts" scowled Gaku

Gaku and Ryuu left the dorm and went to take the taxi, whiles in the living room it was still quiet Riku circling the apple juice with his straw and Tenn just sipping it examining on what Riku is doing.

"Riku so what happened today was there anything to say" wondered Tenn

"No, I acted normal like you said. No one did anything to me or talk to me that much except for the girls" reported Riku as he carried on swirling the apple juice

"Okay, then that's good. Did IDOLiSH7 say anything to you?"

"No"

"Why don't we go in my room okay?"

"Hai"

Tenn and Riku went to Tenn's room.

"Riku can you site here"

"Hai" Riku walked and sat on the side of the bed

"Now, I'm going to the shops to buy more food since we're running out of food supplies" mentioned Tenn as he opened the door. "You will sit there and wait and don't go anywhere else okay?"

"Hai"

Tenn closed his room door and put on a mask and his Cao to hide identity since he is a school idol but still is popular everywhere else, Tenn then left the door and headed out to the store

*Tenn POV*

Will Riku be okay on alone in the dorm? Will he find any food if he's hungry? Will he make a huge mess when I get back? I know I did the right thing, I'm just hoping he won't be like me when I was younger and find something that can make him remember everything. However where did the handkerchief went? Maybe he forgotten it at the IDOLiSH7 dorm well it doesn't matter I don't need it anymore neither does Riku we have each other again and I promise that we're not going to get separated again.

*Riku POV*

.......I guess I have to stay here.....that's all I was ordered to do...Tenn-nii, there was something I wanted to tell you but....I can't remember. It was really important.....han%#?@....when I try and think of the word the word becomes muddled and when I try and say the word I would stop automatically...my head hurts when I say it or even thinking about it.....

*a figure of IDOLiSH7 together singing, dancing and smiling*

....IDOLISH7....I was with them I wonder why, I seem so happy being with them....

*Third POV*

Tenn finished buying food supply and headed back home it was already getting dark the sun is setting and so Tenn looked up seeing the sun going and getting darker. This remind Tenn about Riku how his ray of light is gone and might be in pain mentally but Tenn carried on walking thinking that it will help Riku and is only getting difficult with the new pressure that is on him.

When he arrived at the Trigger dorm it was already dark, he got delayed a bit after running into a group of girls who was going into karaoke and wouldn't stop talking to him until he said that he had to go and look after Gaku and Ryuu. Tenn was at the door and it didn't seem like Ryuu and Gaku is back so he opened the door seeing the hallway dark including the room that Riku was in. Tenn realise he had forgotten to closed his window so he shut the door and ran to his room.

When he opened his room door the slight cold breeze went past seeing his window still opened and the silky transparent curtains gracefully dancing with the wind in the background in front of the window he saw Riku who still sat where he was for an hour and never moved. Riku looked like a doll: no emotion in his face and his eyes are more doll-looking with dull colour and expression of them that made him looking like a doll for display

"Riku!" Tenn Shouted as he ran up to him to him and kneel down to touch Riku's left cheek

"Your cheeks are cold and your body seems cold to why didn't you close the window?" Asked Tenn

"I wasn't authorise to do that" answered Riku

"I guess I make you warm milk with honey okay?" Tenn stepped on his bed and closed the curtains and headed off to the kitchen where he made a warm drink for Riku, after Tenn went back to his room with a tray that has Riku's mug with warm milk with honey.

"Here it's warm milk with honey, it should warm your throat and your body a bit" 

"Arigatou...." thanked Riku as he grabbed the mug and drank a bit. Tenn went out and brought back a white blanket and placed it over Riku's shoulder. "That should also keep you warm as well..." murmured Tenn

When Riku finished his drink Tenn took it and placed it on top of his desk, they both sat on Tenn's bed quietly waiting for Gaku and Ryuu to come back.

"....Help....me....." murmured Riku as his front hair covered his eyes

Tenn lost in his thought snapped out of it when he heard something. " did you say something?" Asked Tenn

"......IDOL...iSH....7....."

This caught Tenn of guard and he grabbed Riku making Riku fall on the bed with him facing With Riku at the bottom and Tenn being on top of him.

"Riku, why did you say that name?"

"I was with them...smiling...dancing...singing"

"Tch" Tenn scowled "If he thinks about it anymore he might be able to remember everything or bring back his unnecessary emotions" thought Tenn.

 Tenn's Hands gripped onto Riku's wrist which was above Riku's head and Tenn's left knee was near Riku's crotch area making Riku feel trapped and captive by Tenn. Tenn came close to Riku's face and went closer to his left ear.

"I want you to forget about those times with IDOLiSH7 and never talk about IDOLiSH7 or say that name again" declared Tenn

After Tenn looked at Riku's face seeing his motionless face hasn't changed  however he started coughing a bit and a bit of blood came out,  on the right corner of Riku's lips a small stream of blood ran down his chin onto his shirt, staining his clothes a bit, Tenn also notice that his eyes became more dull, instead of a fiery ruby-sunset eyes they were dead like a doll

"I thought this might happen, confining his emotions and his memories is quite hard and can effect the body for confining such big thing about his true self, the memories of being with IDOLiSH7 are quite important to him. They were his first friends" thought Tenn as he wiped the blood of Riku's chin leaving a small stain on his chin.