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I think both kids FINALLY fell asleep 🤧👏🏻😩 I've never wanted to be able to pee alone so bad like I didn't need both of them and my dog in the bathroom with me the entire time 😂

New Chat by Youngjae

Youngjae set chat title to 💘

Youngjae added Jackson

Youngjae added Yugyeom

Youngjae: I would like you two to talk it out and I am only in here to help direct the conversation if it goes astray

Jackson: Oh.  Uh- Yugyeom I'm sorry I snapped at you and acted like a jerk

Yugyeom: ... it's okay.. you were having a bad day but.. do you really think I'm a burden?  Or weak? 

Jackson: no!!! None of us think that including me!  You are super strong being able to handle what you handle and you use to have so much more too which is insane.  You're strong and not a burden to me or anyone here at all... I think part of me lashing out about it was envy... that you got to live with your partner so fast and....... that you are so strong but a huge part in my lash out is actually something I've kept a secret

Yugyeom: what??

Jackson: I have bipolar syndrome and I'm not saying that's an excuse for my behavior but I think the fact I haven't been helped to handle it or treat it or whatever yet is partly why my bad day triggered me to be so mad and then I was jealous so I just lashed out and I'm sorry

Yugyeom: oh- are you going to see a doctor about it?  There's nothing like to be ashamed of... but they may be able to help find a way to control it better ? I'm not a doctor but I think that's what they do for that

Jackson: I'm going soon... and I'm telling the group soon.. but I don't want to join the chat back if you don't.. cause if you don't feel comfortable being there because of me then I'll leave but you should go back... they love you and need you in the chat

Yugyeom: back the fuck up.  They love and need you too so if I'm going you're going

Jackson: so then were okay?!?

Yugyeom: yeah.. we're okay .. :)

Jackson: I WANNA HUG YOU OMFGIJXIQ

Youngjae: ☺️

I think the 2 year old is up- Boi no