I can't continue writing this I just can't let me explain why.
Today at 3:43Pm "Mother when is --------- coming?" I asked My mom "I really don't know sweetheart" My mom looks at me "WAIT BUT WASNT HE COMING IN DECEMBER" I shouted at my mom and slammed my hands on the table "SIT BACK DOWN AND BE QUIET!"she grabbed my wrist ______________________________________________________________________________
I don't even know if he is alive I mean ya he was one of the people that would try to help me with my depression he would make me laugh,smile,mad but I love him I will always remember the times he made me smile he was one of the people that would take care of me and do anything for me I don't deserve him but he is still there he hasn't texted my mom in a month I CRY EVERY NIGHT PRAYING FOR HIM TO COME BACK TO ME im sorry I'm just crying I still don't know I might have to put this on hold until he comes back and if doesn't.......Maybe kill myself I mean the two people that cared about me are dead or I haven't heard about them in years.
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We were so young but if I die someone will delete this And I know who it will be.
