Cameron
I wanted her so badly. I wanted to tell her that I love her that I have always loved her. I wanted her to know that, I needed her to know that. Ever since we split I was thinking why, why did I do it. I loved her so much, yet I was the one to end it and I hurt the one girl who would never dream of hurting me. Now if I tell her that I think she might hate me even more. She says she doesn't hate me that she just needs space but still I'm pretty sure that she dose, and really I cant blame her, I'd hate me too. But I still miss her so much, and it kills me that I cant talk to her, and that I cant call her mine.
Willow
Honestly, my life has been so shitty ever since he left me. He explain why and everything so its not like it was just because or anything, I just didn't expect it. Each day I see him I fake a smile and pretend to be happy so he wont see me weak, when really all I want to do is ball my eyes out. He thinks I am happy and it makes him think that I didn't care and that I didn't love him, but i did I really did, I just didn't show it very well because I was so scared of getting hurt. I just wish that it didn't happen. I miss him so much and more than I will ever admit.
