Cameron
Today I saw her. Walking through the hallway with her friends, she looked so happy, laughing with them. I love the sound of her laugh so much and I remember that I used to make her laugh so much, now i just make her cry. I looked at her as she walked passed me, she glanced at me faked a smile, I smiled back and tried to wave but she turned back around to her friends. I felt this ache in my stomach and I wanted to scream out I was hurting so much. I felt so stupid, I felt like a complete idiot why did I leave her she was so perfect and I love her and she made me feel so special and we had such a good time together.
Willow
I saw Cameron today. There was this awkwardness between us as he passed me in the hallways. I wanted so badly to go up and speak to him, but things just aren't the same and I doubt that he'll ant to speak to me. He smiled at me and I wanted to go up and hug him, but I just smiled and tried to pretend that I was okay. Every time I hear his name I still smile, I still get this little butterfly feeling in my stomach, I still blush, I still giggle a little. And as hard as I try I cant forget about him, he gave me so much to remember that it cant just be over in a single second or just one day, it will take time.
