Animal Within Me

Chapter 1

"HELP PLEASE LET ME OUT! " I scream as I pound on the metal door again. I finally give up and stumble down the old wooden stairs and slid down the cold, concrete wall. I close my eyes and let the darkness consume me. "This is where I die. " I whisper and grab a sharp blade they put down here with me. "Just do it no one wants you little piece of crap, not even group homes want you. Just slit your throat."
The voice whispers in my ear. As tears roll down my face I drag the cold blade across my wrists, five on my left wrist, five on right wrist, five on my left thigh, and five on my right thigh. I smile to myself as I feel the blood dripping down my body. I turn to my left and mark on the wall with the blood running from my wrist. Two and a half weeks down here in this hell hole. Each day I have a flash back of the nights when I was forced to spend days in the basement of my house because my "dad" would use me for his sex toy, abuse me, and lock me down in the basement.
Right as the darkness was about to consume me there is is a loud creak from the top of the stairs and light pours in as the door opens.
"Hello is anyone down here?" A disfigured voice asks followed by a slightly disfigured shadow. I mumble a response and feel hands go under me.
"What the hell! Why was she down there?! "
As I open my eyes I see that there are three men I've never seen before and one is holding me. I jumped out of his arms and hide my face from everyone.
   "I don't know why she was down there she tends to spend a lot of time down there by herself." Blake, the oldest boy at the group home, said.
One of the men looked at me "I highly doubt she wanted to be down there, " he walked over to me and crouched down "why don't you go and pack your stuff ok?" he looks me in the eyes, but I quickly look away and went to "pack" my stuff.
As I'm packing my stuff I grab for my fake book with my hidden razors in it. As I look at the book I notice that the lock has been broken on the front and that my razors are gone. I frantically search the room and bathroom thinking that I misplaced them. I walk out of the room and into Eddie's room.
   "Eddie t-they are g-gone." I shudder as I pace his room. Eddie gets off his bed and walks over to me.
   "CJ wh-what is gone?" Eddie grabbed my shoulders to stop me from pacing. I start to shake and then it hits me the only person who really hates me and who hated me from the very beginning is Jack.
   "Do you really think he took them?" Eddie asked and tiled his head.
   "Only one way to be sure that he did." I say as I walk out of the room and down hall  to Jack's room.
   "I don't think that's a g-" Eddie stops talking as I knock on Jack's door.
     He swings the door open harshly "What do you want bitch?" He asked as he stared down at me with an evil look in his eyes.
    "I know you took them." I say angrily as he rolls his eyes.
    "I don't know what you're talking about why don't you go play with your little fag boyfriend."
He tries to close the door, but I put my hand on the door and push it open to step inside his room.
    "What the hell do you think you're doing get out of my room!"
     "NOT TILL YOU GIVE THEM BACK!" I grab him by his arm and pin him up against the wall with his arm behind him and push it up ever so slightly.
      "Fine they're on the shelf of the book case." He say as I tighten my grip his wrist.
      "Grab them Eddie." I watch Eddie grab my razors just as Blake and the others walk into the room.
      "What is going on in here?" Blake asked and glares at me as I let Jack go.
      "He took-" Eddie stops me mid sentence
      "Thanks, but you don't need to cover for me," Eddie winks at me and turns to Blake "Jack took my razors and she was helping me get them back."
       Eddie follows me back to my room and help me finish packing my stuff. "Here." He hands me my razors.
       "Thanks." I hug him and take my bag down stairs. "I guess I'm ready to go."
       "Ok here let me take those." The tallest guy walks over to me and grabs my stuff and take it out to a limo.
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First story how did I do tell me if you want another chapter cause I'm thinking about ending it.

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