"What do you think you are doing!?" An Unpleasant voice filled the tiny office I currently sat in.Apparently for making me feel even worse about myself.But I didn't care.
Nothing actually reached my heart.Not any word would touch it .
My hands were tied to the wooden chair I was sitting on.
The handcuffs forming bruises on my wrists,some cuts too.
But I was used to these type of things.Sometimes they hurt some much you don't even feel them anymore.
Anyway, the reason behind all this was simple.
too simple
Once again I couldn't control my anger.
It's not only anger It's
pain
fear
Turned into hate and agression
and power .Yes power .No one actually knows this but I have this "power" to feel things that happen at the other side of the world and most of the time they are not the best.
Controlling and reading people and animals are one of my hobbies too.If you think by now that I am a psycho you're not the only one.
Maybe I am a psycho ,A special psycho
And that's why I was tied to a chair .Not because she thought that was the best way to "calm"me that it truly was.No it wasn't .
"This can no longer stay like this ! "Control your hormones lady .ugh stupid depressed teenagers "
"Why did i agree to get this job ",she quitely mumbled to herself definately thinking i couldn't hear her .
I couldn't control it anymore she was right for one time .only once.
I clenched my fists as if i wanted to punch someone just to kill them and suddenly my cuffs broke .
You probably think i'm lying ,but they are right what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.
After thar horrible night i followed therapy for my half broken body and that helped me get strong lean muscles .pretty impressive for a depressed teen isn't it ?at least that teen has something although she doesn't see it herself. So problematic.
I just stood up and made a quick step to the door before i felt a hand roughly grab my shoulder .My automatic agressive reflex told me to scream and punch Mrs. Liope hard against her hips .I just can't have a talk when i'm "agressive ".
I walked back to my room .My anger was mixed with sadness and I just started to pack the things i had into a small bag.I stared at Diamond ,he was the only one who was always there to give me a hug at night.No one else would.He was the most beautiful creature in the world.I got him when I was 4.
It was dark and it was raining .Don't ask me how I got out of that building ,even if i knew i wouldn't tell you .Diamond came closer to me.He felt like a protector.Even tough people don't even notice me.Only when they need me I'm suddenly visible again.
The old tree in the center of the park was our favourite spot.I let myself plunk to the cold ground but cold never bothered me.The raindrops fell on me and it felt soothing.The moon was smiling and with all that i slowly closed my eyes, unaware of what tomorrow would bring.
I have to be happy. I finally escaped.
