i just wanna chill i don't wanna feel

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why do i feel this way? what have you done to me? i sit up and stare out my window. it's raining . the red from my clock reads 3:47 am and i know that i should be sleeping. but i can't help but feel insecure and compare myself to her. why? why are you holding me captive? my alarm blares and i realize it's 6:00 am. i roll out of bed and that's where we are now.
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"Why is school required?" I sigh

"Girl I don't know but hurry up and get ready. I'm sitting here looking like a loner" Juniper shivers

I call Juniper every morning while I get ready because living alone is well, lonely. I do my makeup and chose an outfit

 I do my makeup and chose an outfit

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"Okay well I'll see you at school"

"Yeah, bye." I say quickly

I run out to my car and hop in. Time for another day of being bored and hungry.
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"Oh my god! You're so funny!" I hear a high pitched giggle. Great I love walking in to school and be instantly hit in the face with a bunch of couples. I have nothing against pda or anything but sometimes too much is too much. I look towards the direction of the giggle and see Kira and some guy who's face I can't see. Typical. The guys are already pouncing at the fresh meat. I roll my eyes and head to class.

(A/n: short chapter sorry. I'm writing this while I'm in class bc why not? Anyways updates will be slower than usual bc I'm on my school's volleyball team so I have practices, games, team bonding and all that. I will be updating my short story "love me" since it's much easier than an actual story. I would love if you could check it out. Once again I'm very sorry.

-starlit

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