Well, Fuck.

Chapter Two

"Oh my god what was that?!" My dad yelled in shock, seeing what happened. Peter continued to stare at me in shock and what I assume is horror. Horror at me being his soulmate probably, I think to myself.

Tony runs into the room, Peter right behind him. "You two...you're soulmates?!" He exclaimed.

I flinch and look down at my hands. This couldn't have gone worse.
"....wait, my soulmate tried to kill herself?!" Peter finally speaks. Again I flinch harshly, wanting to run from the room and cry or go cut but I can't cuz I'm stuck in this damn hospital bed!
Fuck.
"Peter! Leave!" My dad barks at him, and Peter practically scrambles to escape the room.
"...oh my god, of course you two are soulmates!" Dad snarks. Frowning, he looks at me. "Wanna explain what the hell you were doing when I found you unconscious in your bathroom?"
"....I ...I was..." I stutter, terrified and embarrassed.
"No, don't bother. I found you covered in blood! Do you know how terrifying that is?"
Before I can think about what I'm saying it comes out of my mouth. "Do you know how terrifying it is to want to die constantly?" I immediately slap my hand over my mouth in horror.
...fuck!
"What?! Why didn't you tell me?!" Tony yells.
"Tell you? You're too busy to care! Ever since my mum dropped me off here, you've spent maybe 20 minutes a week with me! you're never there!" I can't stop. It all comes pouring out from me, everything I've kept hidden. "I hate myself! I hate how I'm an idiot compared to you. How I'm fat and ugly and broken and scarred! Not even my soulmate wants me! I want to die! It would be better if I just died..." I yell, finally breaking down.
Tony stares in shock.
"No it wouldn't! You are loved! People would miss you. I would miss you!" Another voice exclaims from the doorway. Peter.
Dad turns to Peter, angry at the interruption. "Didn't I tell you to leave?"
"You would miss me? You never met me until now! And I keep waiting for someone to figure that out, and they don't! I mean.. of course they don't, cause as long as I say the right thing and act the right way, you're happy!" I practically screamed."And you, you aren't ever there! For half my time here I thought you hated me, but I found out that since I'm not a mega genius or a superhero that I'm simply not important!" I turn back to Tony to yell.
Silence except for my cries and I sob into my hands.