Loving You || Jikook || Kookmin

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Jimin's POV

I slowly opened my eyes and see him sleeping soundly. He's lying while facing me. My lips twitches upward forming into a little smile, I brought my hand towards my lips and kisses my fingertips before pressing it softly to his lips.

"Good morning." I mumbled softly. His face scrunched up at the contact and I quickly removed my hand before placing it above my chest and shutting my eyes pretending to be asleep.

After a few moments, I felt him moving closer, bringing his hand to cup my face caressing it softly. He is touching me with gentleness. I always knew that I have a soft spot inside his heart but he is just too stubborn to admit that.

But it doesn't mean if you do have a soft spot for another person, you would reciprocate their feelings for you. I'm very aware of that, he doesn't see me that way. He made it clear to me back then. He doesn't love me the way I love him.

Jungkook keeps on pushing people who truly loves him away because of the idea of getting hurt in the end. He's scared that once he asked them to stay, they would turn their back on him and just leave him behind after accepting them. I tried my best to show him that I'm willing to stay with him and would never leave him but I failed because I couldn't change his mind and the way he thinks of people.

Jungkook is not a bad person as what people might think about him. He is a good person. The reason why he asked me to end what we had right now was. . .

Not because he is sick of me, not because doesn't need me anymore. It was because of the guilt inside his heart. Jungkook is guilty because he couldn't love me back. He doesn't want to see me hurting anymore. I always tried to hide the fact that I'm hurting but he always knew.

The only thing he wants right now is for me to be truly happy without him.

I don't really like the idea of leaving him,

I wanted to stay with him but I will just make things harder for him.

He snapped my thought when he leans forward and gave me a light peck on my forehead before pulling away and left. I bit my lower lip, feeling the way my heart clenches in pain. The tears that were being held in my eyes came pouring down.

29 more days left before we separate ways and...

I will make sure to treasure every moment with him with our unborn angel.