BITCH'S FIRST LOVE

chapter 10

A/n Like I'm saying Goodbye by Meghan Trainor

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Aubrey's P.O.V.

I zipped my sports bag after I finished to pack my baseball outfit. A week past when Casper and my parents met, so this weekend we will be having dinner with him.We became best friends as he wants to, with that I just agreed.

Our P.E. teacher told us to bring our outfit cause we are playing baseball today. So here we are now at the diamond court hearing some roll call. Next to that is our groupings.

"Team A Christi, Beth, Luke, Alex, Dianne, Liz, Ford, Zyler, and Rick." He said making me disgusted expecting that me and Drake are teammates.

"Team B Leila, Aubrey, Third, Drake, Mae, Earl, Chloe, Anton, and Dan." As expected, I hate this. I can't play nice this way.
This man is making my blood boil.

Still, no choice "Ok gather with your team and choose your team captain and positions!" Our teachers exclaimed while giving us the gloves.

I walked through our team putting my hair into a high ponytail.

"Ok, so who will be the Team Captain." I asked directly, preventing my self to stay longer in my group.

They all just shooked their heads and pointed their fingers to Drake. "Ok I will take the position." He stated looking at me, maybe asking for agreement so I just nod.

"So coach said that the other team will be the first one to bat. So we need the baseman, the fielder, and the catcher since I will be the pitcher." I decided for a while of what position I am.

"We will be the baseman!" The boys exclaimed. "We will be the fielder!" The girls said with an excited movements.

"Um, I can be the catcher."

"Ok, Aubrey's the catcher!" He agreed. Then I walked out of the circle to find the baseball mask and body protection. I quickly wear this gears and adjusted some ties.

All of us now are positioned also with the other team. I want us to win so I will not make myself distracted by Drake. I duck and kneeled my right knee having an eye contact to Drake on where he will going to throw the ball.

He throw the ball directly to my gloves and Christi waved his bat forcefully, "strike 1" I shouted and throw the ball back to the pitcher. Drake attempting his body and for the second time he throw the ball and I catch it with my gloves, but Christi didn't attempt to hit it.

For Drake's third throw I prepared well "For Aubrey's forgiveness to me!" He shouted and throw the ball, Christi hits it and she runs quickly to the first base, while I'm turning pale and my heart is aching of what I've heard. Drake looked at me with concern eyes that made my tears flow through my cheeks.

I felt the world turned black and so quiet. The last thing I saw is Drake, running towards me.

Drake's P.O.V.

I was disapointed of what I shouted lately, but at least I already let my heart out from sadness. I felt nervous when Aubrey collapsed it's really my fault. I carry her bridal style to the clinic while our fellow classmates are coming towards us worried.

Time skips

We are still at the clinic while Aubrey didn't woke up yet. I didn't bother to call her friends anymore cause I may disturb their class. I just decided to stay here until she awakes. I looked at her face, her beautiful and innocent face.

This lady, didn't loose her space from my heart. No one could replace her. If I could turn back the time, I probably done, but I can't. I already did my fucking fault. A single fault that broke her heart in the day she badly needed my comfort and love.
I daydreamed about our memories from the past that make my eyes weary.

Aubrey's P.O.V.

I still feel the pain in my head so I decided to shut my eyes close. Untill someone touches my face, his warm palms still reminds me of our past. I acted to be asleep, and he cupped my face he kissed my cheeks gently saying "I still love you Aubrey ...... I wish I could turn back the time but I just can't. I'm so sorry."

His words was so sincere and heart full. I just can't hold it anymore the acting has ended, bitch. Waterfall of tears are already streaming down my cheeks. I don't think if the feelings is still there. I feel guilty.
I can't do anything but to sit and hugged my knees while I feel his warm shoulders wrapping my back.

"I don't want to make you feel guilty Drake. We are over. I just want to set you free from the past. Please find the girl that will love you that you will love back.
Cause it's not me Drake I'm so sorry. You don't deserve me and I don't deserve you. I already forgived you Drake. And thank you for loving me unconditionally, for making me a part of your life. Thank you for making me realize that life is precious and worth living for."

My voice cracked. I just want him to be happy. But I know I can't be that lady. Because me myself could feel that.

We stayed quiet. Until he brokes it "Thank you Aubrey. You are the most precious thing happened to my life. Now that you made me free I will walk where the path would bring me. Bye, Aubrey. My cupcake." The last words he said before leaving me dumbfounded and crying hard.

A/n Gosh why I'm crying😭😭 This can't be. By the way please read my authors note next to this chapter really important.
*Still sobbing* in my own book.

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