A Lovely Shade of Blue (Nightcrawler x reader)

Chapter 4

Sorry this has taken soooo long it's just that I've started college and I've had no time to write x again I'm sorry but I will try my hardest to add more xx

Also I have decided to add Kurt's accent in for when speaks so If you see some words spelt differently it's because I've actually been learning about the accent and how to show it in writing, if you guys are interested about this then I can add keys or anything that you guys are needing in order to make sense of the writing/spelling xx My brain also feels dead in trying to do this lol xx
ENJOY! X

(Y/N) POV
After last night I was unable to go back to sleep, I was so shaken by what happened that I didn't even want to fall asleep in case I had another nightmare. Everyone was so worried about me; they said that I was crying in my sleep and screaming out for help as well as mumbling a few sentences that no one could make out apart from a few words. Embarrassment and guilt filled me at that moment as I had woken everyone because I had a stupid nightmare as well as worried them about me. Hank and the Professor stayed with me to make sure I was ok and to ask me about what I was dreaming about.

Last night~
"Are you sure you are ok (Y/N)? You seemed to be having quit a horrible nightmare." The Professor asked me for the millionth time.
I persisted that I was ok and they didn't have to stay with me if they were tired but they were stubborn and wouldn't take my 'fine' as an answer.
"I promise you that I'm perfectly fine, I just had a nightmare but I'm ok now. Honestly, you both can go back to sleep if you are tired, it is very late at night." I pushed once more.
Still they insisted to stay with me till the morning. The professor could easily read my thoughts and understand what my nightmare was, maybe he already had but wanted me to tell them instead of invading my privacy. However, I wasn't about to tell them in case it worried them even more, it was my problem, not theirs. I'm used to the nightmares as I get them on a daily basis so I knew that I didn't need to worry the others with my small problems.

"(Y/N), I'm unable to help you if you don't tell me what happened. All I wish to do is help, you're my student which means that anything that worries or troubles you then becomes my issue." The Professor said with a serious tone in his words, Hank also gave me a look that showed that he cared and wanted to know as well.

Giving a short sigh I replied, "I-I don't want to say it, I can't say it out loud, it hurts too much to try and remember." my face contorted into a sad expression as I said this, The Professor gave me a knowing look and leaned closer to me as he asked "May I?" I reluctantly nodded to his request.

He gently placed his hands on my temples and closed his eyes, it felt awkward that I had my eyes still open so I closed them too. After a few minutes he removed his hands from my temples and slowly gripped my hands in his and squeezed them tightly as he looked into my watery eyes. 

"My dear, you can trust me when I say that what you saw will never happen, they are very good people and I know that they will accept you for who you are. They would never do such a thing as what you saw, I promise you that." His words made me feel happy yet nervous, I was conflicted about what to say or even feel at this point. The Professor must have noticed my conflict as he squeezed my hands a little more before showing me a caring smile, this gesture made me sure of what he said and I returned his comforting smile with my own.

Back to present time~

We were sat in the kitchen, The Professor was talking to Hank about something to do with the classes today, I was making some pancakes for us as a way to apologize for last night. May always said that my cooking was really good so I thought why not cook something to apologize to them all.

"The first few are ready, would you both like some?" With a plate stacked with four pancakes I turned to them and placed the fluffy pancakes in front of them as well as a choice of toppings.