#2 D.O

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The rain is falling hard... as tears won't stop streaming down my face...

I can't believe he did that to me... how could he. I love him so much... I gave him everything...

I sobbed... not caring to all the passer's by... I really don't care what I look like right now, I don't care if I'm a total mess.. isn't that what my life is right now... A mess...

He cheated on me... Am I not enough... Is my love not enough...

I was walking lifelessly, that I didn't expect that I am already infront of my house, more of like our shared apartment which I'm the only one whose paying the rent... oh what's the difference...

I walk pass the couch, where we used to cuddle, and spend most of our time together...

This is really breaking me little by little...

D.O was right... he is no good for me... I should have just listen to him... this would have never happen to me...

D.O is my childhood friend, he is my first love actually, but he don't know that, I really didn't have the time to confess, because when the day I was actually gonna confess, his ultimate crush Ara confessed to him... and he accepted her, so I moved on, more like... but later in their relationship, he finds out that Ara is cheating on him... and so they broke up... but I didn't see D.O cried because of her, actually I felt that he is really happy...but then again, my heart was close because of that jerk Taemin... who just broke my heart...

I felt so stupid, so dumb, I feel useless

And now I'm in a fight with D.O because I didn't listen to him...

I can't take it anymore...

the room was silent, only my sobs can be heard...

out of nowhere I heard my phone rang from across the room

at first I didn't have the time to answer it and just left it ringing right there, I thought it will just stop but it didn't, and it rang and rang all over again... I got tired of it and just pic it up without looking at the caller I.D...

"Hello? whoever this is, pls call me later..." I hiccup, I just couldn't get a grip of myself.

"Are you okay? I just want to apologize on how I acted back then... How are you right now?" I heard D.O said from the other line..

And that gives me it... I cried right after I heard his voice... I cried and cried... and I heard him cursed Taemin...

"Okay? How can I be okay, when I felt betrayed, and foolish, and stupid... do you knoq how it feels... THIS WOULD HAVE NEVER HAPPENED IF I JUST CONFESSED MY FEELINGS TO YOU BACK THEN, UHHH?" I said softly, not realizing what I just said...

"What did you say? Did I just heard you right?" Ask D.O...

OH my god, what did I just said... Oh no.. no.. no...

"Nothing I ---was say---ing n---othing, uhmn-- aahhh.. D.O I'm not feeling well right now, can you just call later..." I said, I actually don't know what to say back there.. this was stupid... OH. MY. GOD

"want me to come... let me take care of you."

"NO!!! No need.. uhmmm I'm good" I said then hung up...

OMG.. what am I gonna do... that's the lamest confession ever... confessing when you just got cheated by your ex bf... and the hell.. did I just confess over the phone... what am I gonna do...great... friendship is over...

I was in a trance when the doorbell rang through the entire house...

Who would go here at this time of night...

I was about to go open the door when it suddenly bursted out open, and I was so shocked by the one standing in there.

"D.O, what are you doing here?" i asked

"I just wanted to check on you, how are you? And I think we have something to talk about..." he said then enter my house...

"What do we have to talk about?? look D.O I'm really not in the mood to talk to right now... just come back on another day " I said turning my back against him.

"No!!! Look, did you really meant what you said back there?"

"What?? nevermind that, it's not like you'll actually return my feelings anyway..." before I walk away, he pulled me into a tight hug...

"Babo... guess this wouldn't happen if I also confessed to you back then, uh?" he said while slightly stroking my hair...

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