EXO Oneshots

#3 Kai

Sitting at the back of the classroom, no one to talk to, just listening to all of the rants they made... not caring to what they are doing, just sitting there, heads straight up... observing them...

Its been like this since second year highschool, I started not talking to anyone, even my friends back then got very curious on why I suddenly became like that. well you see you see I was a very bubbly person, I guess depression just got the best of me...

It started when my father died, and found out that my mother isn't really my real mother, I found out that I'm a daughter of my father's first love which also died after giving birth to me, well that also explains why my known mother hates me very much, after my father died, she shows her real personality, and I became her personal stress reliever every night when she comes home.

I became depressed and my self esteem crashed down, and then after that I stopped caring to the world when the rest of the world also stopped caring about me...

I don't know what to do anymore, I cry myself to sleep everynight, I got so lonely, and lifeless.

Back to claasroom...

As I was sitting in my chair the class door finally bang opened, entering the school's hearthrob Kai...

I don't know why but everytime I see him I got this butterflies in my stomach, that I don't know why I get them... He is just extraordinary...

but then again...

I have to stop this thing that's going on with me, it's not right... in the end I'll be just the one who's getting hurt. He won't look at me anyway, to him I'm just another somebody, and he got what he wants, what is he gonna get to me anyway.

It's recess time and as usual, I sit alone up here at the school's rooftop. It's one of my favorite things to do, being alone and just watching the people down there...

From up here I can see everything it makes me feel so relax, and just enjoying the wind before I go home and be knocked out again... this is one of my everyday routine... you can tell, my life sucks uh...

I was in the midst of looking at everyone when the door crack open... I was really startled, coz I thought it was a teacher, well you see, students are not actually allowed to go here, its strictly prohibited, but anyway I couldn't care less...

Kai suddenly came to picture, I got really embarassed and started walking away when he suddenly held my hand..

"Hi! I'm Kai" he beam, I just started looking down, not knowing what to do.

"uhmm--- hi' uhh, I'm.... I have to go." I stutter.

"Uh, wait a minute, I just got here and you're going. you see that's not very hospitable, you should show me around!" he said flashing me his most adorable smile.

"Well you see, this is the rooftop, there is nothing to see here." I said sarcastic evident in my tone.

Oh my god, this is just something, it's my first time talking to him like this, and I'm like.. woah.. woah.. processing... what the hell I'm doing.

It took me sometime to realize and just found him sitting in the platform, located at the center.

"I saw you earlier, coming up here and I just got curious on what you are doing up here, so I followed you." he said not looking to me.

"oh.. uhmmm.. I'm just you know, chillin out here, I just don't like being around with too much people." I said

"Not even around me?" he said finally looking at me.