In Control

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I appear to be strong, but that doesn't mean I have no weaknesses.

I don't show my emotions , but that doesn't mean I don't have a heart. Just because I smile and laugh doesn't mean I have a problem free life, no one does. I may show no fear, but on the inside I am not only scared of certain things, but I am scared of what I might become. I put up a shield to hide my fears and my worries from the ones who need someone to show them that everything will be okay. I have been heart broken, scared, abused, torn in between choices, and put into situations where I had to be an adult. I am still a child , but I have to act grown up to mark my grounds. I will not let anyone make a fool of me , I will not stand and take shit from anyone, I will not be pushed around like a a play toy! This is my life, my mind, my body, my dreams an I will say what goes and what doesn't! I am strong and I am proud! I may cut myself, that's my fucking choice to put myself through pain an if you don't like it you can go and bitch about it to someone who cares! It's my life and I'm in control not you.

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