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Unwanted

She feels alone,
She feels unwanted.
What is love?
Is it warm and welcoming?
How does it feel?
She's bullied,
She's harmed.
She's alone,
No one even cares.
She puts on a fake smile,
But no one seems to notice.
She laughs,
But doesn't mean it.
She puts on a show,
And she puts it on well.
No one would know what the voice in her head are telling her.
"Slut."
"Worthless."
"Kill yourself."
"A nobody."
She tries to push out the voices but, they just seem to stay.
She's losing control.
She wants to scream, but they took her voice away.
She loses all control of her mind,
They've taken over.
She's cornered in her own mind, with no where to go.
She's left in the dark.
She's unwanted and she finally understands.
She turns the water in the tub on and let's it fill.
She sits in the blazing hot water, not even bothered by the water burn her skin.
She puts her head in the water just like the voices tell her.