OverWrite

{Chapter 3- Happy Pills}

Earthquake P.O.V

I am now with my siblings as we are looking through visions of what Boboiboy is seeing right now, and honestly? I am deeply concerned of my boy right over there in the human world. Often we found him burried in sorrow, stress and confusion as he thought about what we meant during that night; But I couldn't helped it but to notice how his strange behavior started to form lately. He is becoming crazy and lost within insanity, yet he is completely aware of it. It's like he wanted to be insane.

He started to laugh as his eyes gazed upon the corner that had absolutely nothing there; He laughed hysterically and the atmosphere seems... Off. It's like he wasn't alone. Someone was with him...

He broke all of his contact with his friends and shut the world out. He sneak out during midnight and went crazy, screaming to the world and went to the pharmacy to buy some pills that he doesn't even need; And for some bizzare reason, he's addicted of swallowing those and overdose during the night, knocking himself out and even punch himself if he didn't succeed of doing so.

He blocked us out...

We can't get out and control the current situation; All we can do is sit here, do nothing but to watch all these painfully. Watching as our little boy broke himself and turned to something we didn't recognize before.

We only tried to tell him to stop abusing his own powers; Tell the citizens of Pulau Rintis to stop calling us when it wasn't even nessesarry so that he wouldn't wished to emerge ever single time because if he did; Those negative thoughts will feed upon the hunger of his own demons.

...And I am afraid that his demon is having a feast right now...

We felt negative emotions; Thoughts that could hurt anyone deeply surrounding all over the place as it ate all the light that shines within his heart. They also ate his humanity and sanity that it turned him into an animal without any morals whatsoever. It turned him insane.

All of us remained worried; But our elements weren't harmony enough to split and stop him from doing what he's doing right now. I am afraid there's no cure for mental wounds; There's no cure for such wounds that has been hurt way too deep...

"What the hell is he doing?" I heard Thunderstorm asked, but with such a worried tone; Like I'd used most likely... His eyes went suprisely wide and filled with concern. When I look back at what Boboiboy was seeing; I can understand why Thunderstorm was worried.

Boboiboy is now crying yet smiling uncomfortably wide, from his ear to ear. He is now standing on a chair with a rope tied around his neck. He kept chanting the same phrase;

"Everything will end soon..."

His voice was small enough as it heard like a shy whispers; Singing a sad yet charming melody into his ears as it turned into a comforting hands. We could feel the warmth he tried to provide to himself; Yet we felt the coldness and despair that was left hidden within the comforts.

...He doesn't want to do this...

He simply doesn't want to, but he drives himself to do so. He took the rope off his neck but still hold on to it. Crying as the forced smile faded away from his face. His head was now looking at both of his feet as he remained completely silent; The room was only filled with his hiccups and sniffles of his current sobbing.

Yet, we couldn't do anything...

What have this boy seen before he met us? What kind of nightmare that HE gave? What kind of rejection the whole society throws upon him? Yet, the most important question is...

Why did he do this to himself?

I could only stare in disbelief, so many questions was jumbled inside my mind. So many questions coming after one another yet so little answers to even answered half of the half of it. (25%). Is he letting go? But why this way? Why are you doing this to yourself, child? Why did you have to force yourself upon this nightmare? Why you? You of all people?

"Quake, c-can you at least give him faith? Or even a sprinkle of hope? I don't wanna die just yet. At least, not like this" Thorn's comment torned me apart completely. We are all related to one another, to eachother since we're all the mixture of Boboiboy's humanity and emotions. If he died, then we are all too. If he invited death to a party; Then we became the party...

None of us wanted to die; I don't wanna die...

However, something is not right. Something is wrong... Something was up now. If us, his emotions, doesn't want to die, then who wants to? We're his emotions and... None of us wanted to die. He-

Hold up; That's it. He doesn't feel any. He was doing what he was told to do. He should be feeling something right now, sadness or despair at least... But they weren't with us as they weren't formed yet. None of us wanted to die, yet he wants to die. His thoughts should be based by us, his emotions whose been telling and forming thoughts, yet no one has ever thought of this. Could it be... Something else?

Just when I found the conclusion, everything shuts down. I was so busy thinking that I missed the fact that he overdoses himself way too much. His body couldn't take such drugs and medicine anymore as everything was shut down as the side affects of it. When everyone went into a panicked mode; I saw HIM.

He was standing by the very dark corner, where none of us DARE to go. He was smirking yet grinning as if he have achieved something. A twisted goal of his. His dream or some sort of Dream Nightmare. Could it be...?

The last thing I know, Boboiboy was drifted into unconsciousness.