Panda poetry

15

I remember when we used to be so close. Wed tell each other any and everything. I felt i could trust you because you entrusted me and only me with somethin you had never told anyone else. I was the first you came to, the first you told because "youre the only one i trust enough"you said, youre the only one that wouldnt judge me" ha yeah im so sure. I was so happy that you trusted me with such a personal matter, at the time. I told you my deepest secret because the secret you told me annihilated any chance of my secret bein made reality. We laughed and played it off as if it was nothin cause it was. We remained friends then...you lied. You texted me one day sayin how youve liked me for so long. You said i was cute,adorable,the most beautiful girl youd ever met. I hadnt known it at the time but that was the second and biggest lie you ever told me. The third was "if you were single id be on you like surup on a canadian" the first was when you told me that first "big secret" of yours. Cause the very next day you told another girl the exact same thing.

Then after you admitted your "feelings" for me, you never spoke to me again. You pretended i wasnt there, like you had the right to make me hope then tear my heart out. You know whats funny though? I knew you were lieing to me, i knew but didnt believe, didnt want to admit to myself. And you know what else? It wasnt you destroyin my hope, no that im used too, what hurt me the most, is that you up and lied to my face and never apologized.