worth | changlix

twelve.

(god i had a really bad anxiety attack at school i'm so dumb)

felix woke up from his short nap, changbin still beside him. "you're awake." the older says quietly. felix laughed at him. "hey, you should probably get home." felix nodded. "come on." changbin said, getting up.

-

they went into the car garage and got in changbins car. it was dark again outside. felix really enjoyed spending time with changbin, but he was worried about what chan told him. he hoped it wouldn't happen to him.

changbin started the car. he didn't want felix to go yet, but he had to. the radio was playing softly as felix scrolled through his instagram feed. changbin stared at felix for a long time. "is there something on my face?" felix asked, sounding confused. "be- no there's nothing. sorry." changbin said, turning away from the younger and starting driving. felix giggled and put his phone down.

felix loved going on car rides at night time. there was just something special about it. seeing all the lights was just so fascinating to him. changbin would look away from the road every once in a while to look at felix.

changbin couldn't see himself hurting felix.

but he had to.

-

the car ride seemed short. felix admired all the pretty lights, how everything looked so much better at night. he talked about the stars, the moon, pretty much anything that came into his sight. he seemed to know a lot about astronomy stuff. changbin enjoyed hearing him talk. his voice was nice. he was nice.

everything about him was amazing.

"god, changbin. what are you thinking." he kept saying to himself in his head. but he couldn't stop.

-

ugh short chapters i don't know
this is getting boring maybe
for me anyways uh uh uh
guess what i still wantt!
a piano pOOooOofFff
i have writers block:)
but i have a good
idea ok yeahhh
greatttytytty
goodbye 💞