Vld Angst One Shots

Shiro (part 1)

'stupid metal thing. Stupid garla. Stupid hairstupideyes stupidnosestupidvoiceandmouthandbodyandscars'
All shiro wanted to do was die. Kill himself. He understands that doing so would be extremely selfish and rude. The team needed him. He was the head. But ohh the pain hurt. The fact that he could see everybody smiling and laughing. Why couldnt he though. Why couldn't he be happy with himself. He sees Keith and oh the smile on his little brothers face. And pidge when she had a new invention she wanted to show everybody. And Hunk when he found a spice from Earth on another planet far far away. And Allora and Coran when they found out that there was a whole colony of Alteans. And Lance when he talked about his family. Or when he tested a new food and said it was amazing and had that look in his eye saying he wasnt lying. While lance was all amazed by the food hunk had made, hunk would be getting the praise that he deserved. And yet, shiro got none of that happiness. He felt alone. The nightmares always tinting his will to go on any longer. He had desided that when they got back to earth he would kill himself. He would cut up his body with any blade that was close and chop off his stupid metal arm. That thing has so may bad memorys. He was going to cut off his legs and if he was still alive he would then slit his throat. He had it all planed out. But he wasnt happy about it.

Hellllo my little squidbears. I see u have finished this chapter how nice. Butttttt. There will be a part two. coming soon🤪
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