Rants..

Parents.

God I fucking hate talking about this subject but I can't get it off my mind. "Parents".
Story time..
I don't like being touched near my face in real life, exception for 2 people (My best friends). I don't like being touched or pushed in general but will put up with it. My step-dad is a drunk who jokes too much. He decides to "jokingly" hit me in the face. I calmly say "Don't do that". He hits me again and I hit back. When I walk away he comes up behind me and pushes me. The doorway I was in had a big step down and concrete flooring, if I have fell I could have gotten hurt so I was mad. I have a bad temper so I pushed him back. I didn't want to deal with it. So he gets mad at me because I won't let him hit me or joke around. He complains to my mother (Which our relationship isn't even good as it is) and she has the audacity to take his side but say "Im not taking sides" but she obviously is. So I'm left here holding in anger as if I was the one who should feel bad.

If I ever have kids so help me I'm not like my parents.

(Oct/30/18)