Glowing Eyes ◆ Billie Eilish

◆chapter two◆

I'm panting out of breath from the running. The constant running.

I love her, and in result I'm stumbling in the forest. I've stopped breathing for a long time, because being in love with her has caused me to hold my breath. But if you hold your breath for too long you start to suffocate. Except it wasn't her hands around my throat... It was my own.

your pov.

Billie's eyes slam shut, as she turns around to the other side of the bed.

"Billie what's happening are you okay?" I ask with concern in my voice.

"I need you to leave (y/n)" she says starting to get up.

"But why? What's wron-"

"I said...Get. Out." She says sternly cutting me off. I put on my shirt, and get my things together.

"Fine w-whatever Billie." I say my voice cracking mid-sentence

"(Y/n)..." I storm out of her bedroom with my eyes glistening. I should have known she didn't actually care about me. She probably was just horny, and was looking for the easiest thing to hook up with. That easy thing being me. I feel played. Gosh I'm such an idiot. I hear her footsteps behind me and I start to run. I run out the door until the cool evening breeze caresses my face. I continue to run all the way to my house. I felt absolutely numb. I'd like to say it was because of the cold air on my skin, but I'd just be lying.

I walk in and slam the door shut behind me.

"Are you okay sweetheart?" My mom asks concerned with the manner in which I walked in.

"I'm fine Mom.." I say walking up the stairs to my bedroom. It's funny how easily the lies fall out. Was I trying to convince her or myself?

I throw my stuff down, and strip everything off leaving on a t-shirt. I turn off the light, and crawl in my bed.

"You're perfectly fine...it doesn't matter...she doesn't matter..."

I whisper trying to comfort myself. I realize I have failed when the tears start streaming down my cheeks, landing on the cool pillow.

billie's pov.

She can't know. I can't let her find out...

This is why it was better when I shut her out. When I tormented her using it as a twisted way to keep myself from indulging in her. Because now that I've had her I can't let go. Like I had one puff of her drug, and now my body craves her. Calling it love would be soon considering this was the first time I've been with her, but it might as well be. But now she must hate me...I hurt her. I don't know how i'll get her to forgive me. But I do know one thing. If I'm with her it's only a matter of time before she finds out, and when she does I don't know what i'll do but I'm terrified....

Because all I end up doing is hurt.

your pov.

Her kiss on my neck felt like bliss.

...oh billie

She moved down from my neck to my cleavage and started to nibble on my already hardened nipples.

Oh god...

Then she kissed me all the way down to my throbbing core and started to suck on it intensely causing me to let out a loud moan.

You like that baby?

I love it.

She moves fast inserting her fingers inside me.

One. By. One.

I'm gonna...

I don't even finish my sentence before my eyes roll back, and I feel an exploding bliss.

That was amazing Billie...

But wait....why are you here?

She takes the palm of my hand, and gives it a kiss. But it burns....it literally feels like my hand is on fire...

Because I'm not...

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My body jolts awake at the blaring of my alarm clock.

"What the hell was that dream?" I think out loud softly.

I look at the clock and it's 6:00 am. Ugh time for another day of hell. I get out of bed, and walk to the bathroom turning on the light. As I grab for my toothbrush that's when I notice a faint kiss imprint.

Right. On the palm. Of my hand...

A/N

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