Chapter 12

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Rae POV.

As we walked around the mall Veronica and Jason were there and I walked into a store before grayson saw them kissing and hugging. I knew he'd start crying because he misses Jason. I bought him lots of clothes, Nate and tay were with me til this morning. I hated that they had to hear such ugly sounds.
  We headed out and Jason spotted us and looked at me with hatred and looked to grayson with sorrow. I knew he was mad because I left without a word, but he never loved me nor did he want grayson. He smirked and kissed Veronica and grayson saw and yelled "Daddy" gray ran towards them and I grabbed him by the time Veronica turned "poor baby mommy and daddy aren't together you see he loves me not her" grayson looked to me with teary eyes and started crying on my shoulder. I felt so bad for him to hear this and what made me stop in my tracks is when Jason said "I never wanted her anyway since she is was just a problem" I cried silently and walked away with grayson and never turned back. Tay and Nate saw us and ran towards us. "What happened" they said in unison grayson looked up and saw me crying "dont cry mommy you got me,uncle t and n" I smiled when he wiped my tears away. We walked out of the mall and headed to McDonald's. He was playing in the playground and Nate was chasing him around in there. Nate is like an older brother and fill in father. I showed happiness, we finished eating and laughing. We headed back home and went to all lay down in the king sized bed and gray layed on me as Nate layed next to me with tay on the other side of me. We all fell asleep as Nate and tay hugged me.

Jason POV.

As they left i felt bad that grayson cried, she look mad and when I said what I told Veronica rae heard and cried silently then left with tay and Nate worrying about them. I got mad as Nate hugged them, she is mine. I looked away from them but when I turned back around they were gone. I knew the boys didnt want to be with me anymore since they like rae more even grayson they like more.
*flashback*
I got up from the bed and went to ask Nate and tay about the warehouse and ware abouts of grayson and rae. They weren't there so I went to their rooms no one even stuff thrown around. I knew they had also left me. "Never have I ever once felt abandoned" 'especially my bestfriends' I  fumed ever so slightly that I swear people wouldn't be able to take a look at me.
*back to present*
I didn't know that I had a tear out if anger until I felt the wind hit my face. I wiped it and continued to look at things with Veronica. I actually missed rae and grayson at the house even the boys. I left Veronica in the store and went out side to see all four of them get in a new car more like a Ram truck. Rae was in the front and Nate was driving. It made me mad that he was always with her but I knew tay was gay so it didn't bother me. I looked to see Veronica walking towards me. We left and stopped at McDonald's to get food when I heard grayson scream I looked to see Nate tickling him and rae smiling at the sight with tay laughing at the boys. I see shes hurt behind that smile she has put on. I feel bad for saying what I said, we took our orders and left. I couldn't stand to see them look like a family when it should be me next to her. No one else,
                     2 days later
I haven't seen rae or gray since that day, but I see Nate and tay at the warehouses because they're doing their jobs as second handmans. I'm happy they tell me what goes on but I didnt know that they all slept on the same bed. It made me mad that Nate slept next to her. Maybe I've been reading them wrong maybe he's her best friend since I'm sure she still has feelings for me. I was fixing to leave when I heard grayson yell for Nate and tay. I immediately got up and ran out but they were no where to be seen til I saw rae's curly hair by the shipments of the west machine. I went to see Nate crouched down talking to gray and tay by his side. Rae shivered and turn to see me she grabbed gray and was about to leave when I grabbed her arm but, tay and Nate got in between to separate us. I let go and tay says "you've done enough damage to her peaceful heart that's shes become a cold hearted woman towards other people" he said sounding mad. I was shocked he'd talk to me like that, Nate then steps in "you should just stay with Veronica and live your life with her after all it was Veronica who ran her off saying that you didnt want her that you never loved her and never will" they were telling the truth cause rae started crying hard I heard her sobs and felt like shit after saying what I said about her when she heard me. She grabbed grayson and ran out of the warehouse with him. I felt tears roll down my cheeks as Ron came up to me and showed me some papers saying that Veronica wasnt pregnant and she payed the doctor to make the papers. I was pissed now because i lost the love of my life because of Veronica. I went home and stormed inside. Veronica got startled and asked what happened "GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE BITCH I LOST THE LOVE OF MY LIFE BECAUSE OF YOUR STUPID ASS" she looked at me and smiled then left. I wanted them back, I located Nate's phone. Found the location and drove off to her house.
*skip car ride*
I pulled up and see its apartments I walked to her apartment and knocked. Grayson ran through the apartment and rae ran saying she got it. When she opened the door she froze "I'm really sorry please just please forgive me I'll do anything for you and grayson to come back to me just please dont leave me" I said crying on my knees. Tay and Nate walked to the door dumbfounded. Grayson ran in between nate's legs and hugged them he saw me crying and ran to me hugging me and wiping my tears away saying "it's ok daddy I'm here for you" I cried harder because he's so sweet. Rae started to cry seeing the sight, grayson ran to her saying "no no not you to mommy" she hugged him then me, but not before yelling at me. She said she go back but it'd take time for me to gain her trust again.

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