Why do I even still put up with this shit?

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My 'friends' all hate me.

Someone I've known since I was 6 weeks old has insulted me and said she doens't like me to the face.

I'm called toxic because I talk about my emotions.

Why do I even bother?

Why do I bother to try ans apologize for having emotions?

Why do I bother to try and keep all my emotions bottled up because I'm scared they'll yell at me.

Why do I even bother to think that one day they'll care?

They obviously don't.

If I post about my emotions I'm a self-centered bitch who needs to calm the fuck down.

But if she talks about her emotions they all reassure her that she's perfect  and that everything she does is perfectly angelic.

Why am I the bad guy?

Can't I be the good guy just for once?

No.

I can't.

They dom't want me to be the good guy.

No matter what I do I'll always be the bad guy in their eyes.

~Liv

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