My Reason to Live..

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A week after ...
He was waiting for the day...
He want to go for check up in hospital..
And he wish he can meet gauri...
His only intention was to meet gauri than he want the checkup...
He entered to cabin and it was closed...
Shivay asked to nurse abt gauri and she said gauri is on her leave...
So he have to meet the chief doctor...
Shivay asked him to meet chief doctor and om looked whole upset bcz of the news...
He was waiting to meet gauri..and when he come she took leave...
Shivay noticed his change of mood bt couldn't identify the reason..
Shivom went to meet the chief doctor and he had the check up..
They came out of cabin after check up..
 
S : om...where r u ..?
What happened ..?

Om : nothing shivay...i am ok..

S : i don't feel so... some thing is bothering u...

Om : no shivay.. everything is fine..i am little weak ..

Shivay was not completely convinced bt he didn't want to trouble om more with his questions...
They left to home..

Om went  straight to his room and closed the door...
He settled on bed with a distressed heart...

He is missing her somuch..
And the fate is allowing him to meet her...he got confused with his feelings..
Why did he miss his friend like this...
He jst want to see her..bt everything went in vain...till today he was expecting this day..he was counting the seconds .. to meet her..bt today itself why did she took leave...
He spent his day in his room itself on an excuse of tiredness since it was his first outing after that accident...
He could convince the family by that reason ..he didn't want to come out and so he spared his time in the room..
As he was lost in thoughts he didn't realise the time passed.. 

He realised the next morning that he slept for a long time...
Actually he didn't want to get up and he lazily spent his day and night in that bed itself... 
He went to in search of dadi..
He found her in sofa in living room...
He went to her and laid in her lap..
She caressed his hair with love..
She could feel him distressed..she asked several times bt he didn't opened up..

D : dear..are u ok...?

Om : haa..dadi...fine..

D : mm...

She continued to her reading while stroking his hair...
Meanwhile he heard talk between janvi and shivay...

J : shivay...did u saw gauri yesterday..?
How is she...?

S : no bademaa..she was on leave..
I really wished to meet her..bt unfortunately...

J : shivay..did u know where she lives..
Actually i really want to meet her..
I couldn't even bid a bye or thanks to her as i didn't came to hospital for discharge of om..

S : its ok bademaa..it won't hurt her..bt its ok if u want to meet her..u can ...i will send u the address...

Eyes of om bulged by this...shivay knew where he lives...
He didn't asked him..if he ask this earlier it wouldn't have affected him like this ..
Now he can't wait more..
He stood up from dadi's lap...
Dadi took her eyes from book and looked at him...there is something different in him ...
Om moved to shivay...

Om : shivay...did u jst said abt gauri...

S : haa..bade maa is saying she want to meet her...

Om : mee too wants to...

He said under his breath...
Shivay couldn't hear him...bt he felt something different...he didn't talk to anyone of family in a proper way since he came back ...bt it is different..

S : what...?

Om : no.. nothing...
U said which apartment...

S : Highland  Apartments...

Om : oh...ok..

He made a thinking face for sudden and took his car keys ...

Om : mom..i am going out...

He went out in a hurry..
All were confused with his behaviour..

J : what happened to him...?

S : don't know...bt something is in his mind...

J : did u notice u didn't said her apartment..bt he took it from u in an indirect way...

Shivay realised that he didn't tell janvi where she lives..bt he tricked him to know that..bt why did he did that... he can ask him straight...

S : i will ask him when he come back...

Meanwhile om was to his destination..to her apartment..
He mentally slapped himself for not opening up his feelings to his brother..
If he could do it he would have helped him...he knew where she lives..it might have solved his problems..
He is a fool...he smiled at his own stupidity...

Meanwhile gauri woke up from her sleep...she realised she slept on sofa by thinking abt om..she dont know why she is thinking abt him alwys..no any patient of her affect her like this..she is friendly to everyone bt noone caught her heart like this..
She slapped her head for her stupid thoughts...

G : he would nt even remember me..i am madly thinking  abt him...i am really gonna mad...

She stood up to take shower and went to Washroom...
He stopped car at front of her apartment...

She was taking shower ...
He pressed her calling bell..he don't know how he reached the sixth floor ..he was so excited to meet her..
As she heard bell she hurried up shower and came out of Washroom...He felt little nervous ..
She saw om outside through doorhole and surprised...

G : om.. here..am i dreaming..?
I think i really got mad..how can he come here..bt how this...

She ws confused to open the door or not...she dont know how to face him..