My Reason to Live..

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He jerked off in sleep due to some bad dreams...

Om : gauri....

Shivru were still in his room to take care of him and they ran to pacify him..

S : om..r u ok...??

R : O...did u saw any dreams...

Om jst nodded with a worried face...his face shows he is scared...
  shivay took water for him...

S : it was jst dream om...u relax..

Om : my phone..

He was searching his phone to call her..she left here with teary eyes..and he don't her condition right now..
He jst want to know she is fine...
Shivru was saying him to relax and he didn't pay attention to it..
He jst want to find his phone..
It was on table and shivay took it for him..om grabbed it in a hurry and dialled her number...it rang for several times bt she didn't picked up..
Om was madly making calls to her...
Shivay put his hand on his shoulder...

S : om..jst relax...she is fine..

Om : how can i shivay...i dont know how she is ...

S : she is fine om..she has nothing ...

Om : u don't know...shivay..u don't know..
She left here in tears..she was broken..
I jst want to talk to her...

S : om..plz..we can call her after sometime..she must be bsy with something else...plz..calm down..

Om was not listening to it and he was continuing his calls to her...
He took his carkeys to go to meet her..
Shivay hold him to stop him..

S : om. Stop u cant drive this time..

Om : shivay...i have to go..i have to see her...

S : om...plz..try to understand..u r not in a condition to drive...

Om : jst leave me shivay..

Shivru felt defeated to his adamancy..

S : om...why r u struggling out...

Om : i am not shivay...i jst want to see her...

He said irritated...

S : i can see om...u r not fine..u cant drive this time and why r u not understanding this...i know u r disturbed..why did u make such a scene there...why did u hurt urself...??

Om : what...me..?? Is that me...it was them...how dare they...how dare they touch my gauri...
Do u want me to watch that without any response...

He clutched his fist in anger on reminding the mall incident..

S : om..jst relax..
I can understand u ...u did right..u should save her...bt u were out of control om..u lost urself...

Om : yes...i lost myself when i saw that...

R : bt why..?? We know u r calm person and u...

Om : calm one will lose his calm when he saw the wrong rudra...

He said like shouting..
Shivru were trying to calm him..

R : is that only this much ... nothing else..?

Om : what u want to hear rudra..??

He was angry and spitting out his frustration on worry abt gauri...
His hands were still on phone..he is messaging and making calls to her in middle of these..this worried them more...

R : i was asking... is that only a friendly care to her...

Om : haa..that much... don't make issues in middle rudra...

R : ok..then how did that come to 'my gauri'..how a friend come 'my gauri..  '
It should be my friend or simply  gauri right...

Om : rudra...plz...

R : ok..i will ...bt why r u stammering on only this topic...

Om lost his cool...

Om : what u want to hear rudra..do u want to hear i am in love with gauri...
Then listen...i am madly in love with gauri...
I feel i am dead if something happens to her...i will fight even to world if it hurt her...she is my life...she is my breath...
I love her....
Do u want to hear anything else..??

Shivru stood there with a smile...

S : we know that..we jst want u to realise it...

Om stood there calm..on what he had spatted...his eyes filled with tears..
Shivru saw this and stood beside him..
They calmed him...

Om : shivay...i...

S : we can understand u om..
We love to see u together..we means we the whole family...bt u were the only one who oppose it..
U felt jealous on riyan...u felt losing cool when something happens to her..u were very happy when u r with her...
U wish to be with her...we knew it must be same with her...
Bt both are not realising it..
U r in love..
If u fail to realise love..it will be the  failure of life om..

R : O...i am not big as u..bt i should say..she is perfect for u..we all knew that..and now u realised it ...so don't wait for right time....go and confess ur feelings...

Om smiled at his little brother..
He jst remember abt his calls to her..till now she didn't pick the call...

Om : bt she is not picking...

S : go and tell her om..she is the one for u...
Rudy...u go with him..

R : sure..

They both drive to apartment of gauri...
  om.was still on thoughts of gauri and worried for her. .he was thinking abt how he wil propose her...
Drive was silent...