You and Me... Forever

You Belong With Me

It's been four years since i first met her. First year high school pa lang kame non nung narealize ko na in love pala ako sa kanya. Don't tell me that i was to young to know that it was really love. I was smart enough to know what I really felt for her.

She was smart, so was I. We were always competing for the top rank on our class, no wonder why she hated me so much. But that was three years ago. Close friends na kami ngayon. We hangout together almost everyday, pero sa tagal ng panahong nakilala ko cia, bumibilis parin ang tibok ng puso ko everytime i see her smile. God, she is so beautiful. She's rich, smart, kind, funny,.. ano pa nga bang hahanapin mo sa isang babae:) ako? uhm.. simple lang, marame nagsasabe na cute daw ako, and I have the cutest smile and dimples, pero I don't believe them. Hindi ko alam kung bakit. Siguro di lang ako nagagandahan sa sarili ko ...

Both of us were popular at school cause we're smart, at dahil na rin sa anak kami ng mga mejo may kayang pamilya. But I don't brag about it, I don't even care. I stay as simple as I can. Ayoko talagang pinapansin ako ng mga tao. Gusto ko nasa isang sulok lang ako parate, while reading books pero siya, laging maganda ang damit, gusto lagi sa kanya ang atensyon and she really likes to socialize with other people.. ugh, my total opposite. So, pano ko nalaman that i like girls? well, eversince ata I'd always liked girls, baka nga inborn na saken to eh. haha. pero walang nakakaalam neto kundi ako lang. kahit anino ko di alam:D

REALITY.....after four years.

"Paula, anong masasabi mo?"

Me: .........

"Jeanne Paula, nakikinig ka ba talaga?"

Me: aa, yeah,. I think Casey likes you too.

(here we go again, talking about guys.. I'm not even interested with them, if it's only not for you...

J:oh, really? I think so too :))

I know so.

I love you Jade. I love you're hair, I love the way you smile, I love you're beautiful face, I love everything about you. God, if you only knew. I swear my heart skips a bit every time you smile at me.I love you more than just a friend. I really want to tell what I really feel for you but I don't wanna risk our friendship, the only thing that I have with you.

If I could only say those words to you.

Jade: Earth to Paula :)

Me: Huh?

Jade: are you ok? tulala ka na naman.

me: yeah, I'm fine.. I.. I... I'm just hungry, come on let's go grab some foods.

J: ok :)

Jade and I are now in our first year in college at De LaSalle- College of Saint Benilde, I'm taking BS-ARCH and she's taking MMA .. we applied at the same school cause we don't want to be separated from each other.

She grabbed my hand and we ran to the elevator as it began to close. I can feel her soft hand against mine.. Urgh, why does she always hold my hand? it makes me wanna pull her against me and kiss her.

tidding.. at last, we're already on the twelvth floor.. that stupid awkward elevator:D

We were about to walk towards the cafeteria when suddenly, casey uproached us.

Casey: Hi :)

Before I could say Hi, jade immediatly said hi to casey .

Casey: So, umh.. I was.. uhm. thinking if you would want to go out witth me this friday? aa, well, uhm..if you just want to.

Oh yeah right, perfect timing.. he finally told her. I already knew that Casey also has a crush on Jade, i think every guy here has a crush on her. Casey had told me about this but i promised not to tell her. They're oblivious that both of them is crushing on each other.

Jade: uhm..

'Jade please please please, don't say yes' , i thought as Jade pretended to think about it.....