The Unwritten Truth</3

{Every Rose Has Thorns.}

I've always been told that bad things happen to good people,
but I never knew that good things also have thorns attached.

To everyone I always seem like an open person,
but no one knows my true insecurities.

I never feel like I'm enough. I can be told directly that I'm liked,
but still question it every night.

I wish I can tell him I love him, but what even are we?
That's always what I stay up late wondering.
I just want to be sure...

He's perfect, I want him.
I just want him to be mine, to not worry.
I want him to stay, to not leave.
I want to experience everything possible with him because I know he'll make it worth it.

But life doesn't work that way.
And he'll never really be mine.
He'll be leaving.
And I will never get to live life with him.

The harsh reality is that no one will ever really get to live out their true idea of happiness, whether it is a person, place, or experience.
Because no matter how good you are to the world and to people around you, you'll never get the same back.