Chapter three! :3

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We finally arrived at the house. "Hot damn, this place is HUGE!" I said, wide eyed. "Well, we all live here." Dad said. "Awesome!" I grinned. After Dad gave me the grand tour, I unloaded all my stuff into a large guest room. "Thank god I have my own bathroom." I breathed. *10 minutes later* After I hid all my blades, I got out my acoustic guitar and started playing the acoustic version of 'Hold On 'Till May' by Pierce The Veil.

"She sits up high, surrounded by the sun. One million branches and she loves every one. Mom and Dad, did you search for me? I've been up here so long, I'm going crazy!

As the sun went down, we ended up on the ground, I heard the train shake the windows, you screamed over the sound. And as we own this night, I put your body to the test with mine, this love was out of control, 3-2-1 where did it go?

Now don't be crazy, yes, now, of course you can stay here, Been in a touring band for going on 10 years, 'Big deal', she said, 'I guess you're official', I only said it 'cause I know what it's like to feel burned out, It gets you down, We've all been there sometimes, but tonight, I'll make you feel beautiful once again.

And as the sun went down, we ended up on the ground, I heard the train shake the windows, you screamed over the sound. And as we own this night, I put your body to the test with mine, this love was out of control, 3-2-1 where did it go?

If I were you, I'd put that away. See, you're just wasted and thinkin' 'bout the past again. Darlin', you'll be okay. And she said, 'If you were me, you'd do the same. 'Cause I can't take any more, I'll draw the shades and close the door, everything's not all right, and I would rather.'

And as the sun went down, we ended up on the ground, I heard the train shake the windows, you screamed over the sound. And as we own this night, I put your body to the test with mine, This love was out of control, tell me, where did it go?" I sang, only to hear applause from the doorway. I ducked under the covers with my guitar. "Nobody was supposed to hear me." I quietly said. Suddenly, I was uncovered. "THE LIGHT! IT BURNS!" I screamed. Everybody started laughing. After everyone calmed down, we all went into the living room. I decided to finally come clean about about my past. "So, as you all know, After my mom passed, I lived with my stepfather. They got married when I was 6. After that, he started abusing me. In every way." I heard gasps from my family. "I tried to get help, but he told me that if I told a soul, he'd kill me. So I stayed quiet." I said, tears welling up in my eyes. "When I was 10, before my mom passed, he took the one thing I had intact.  My virginity." I said, choking out a sob.  "That continued until about 2 years ago, when I got him arrested.  Since I had nobody else to go to at the time, they wanted to take me and put me in foster care.  I gathered my belongings as well as my mom's, and I ran away.  I lived on the streets for a year.  I worked at a little mom and pop shop, who hired me so I could survive.  They offered to take me in, but I respectfully declined.  I didn't want to be held down by anyone's rules, I just wanted to be free for at least a little while.  After that year passed, they finally found me.  I got put into a foster home, that lasted for 2 weeks, and then they sent me to the orphanage." I laughed.  "They were extremely religious and they found out I listened to metal and they thought I was satanic, so they sent me away.  Little did they know, their son Chase listens to the same music as I do." I smirked.  "Anyways, after my mom passed away, I started to self-harm." I said, pulling off my fingerless gloves.  I heard multiple gasps.  "There's more." I pulled up my shirt to show all the scars on my hips and stomach.  I moved some of the rips on my jeans to reveal my scar-ridden thighs.  I looked away from my family and wiped the tears from my eyes.  When I turned back, I saw the heartbreak in all of their faces.  "Today, um, I was going to end it all.  I've been bullied for as long as I can remember in school, and the kids at the orphanage bullied me too.  I have tried to commit suicide I think 11 times in the past 3 years.  Today, you guys saved me.  Every time I would try, your music would come on.  I think my mom was watching over me and turning on the music." I managed to choke out.  "Promise us you won't ever self-harm or attempt suicide again." Dad said, tears streaming down his face.  "I can't.  I'll be damned if I don't relapse again." I cried.  "You can do it." Everybody said in synchronization.  "Does this mean I have to surrender all my blades?" I asked.  "Yeah." Dad said.  I went upstairs to go retrieve them.  

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So hey everyone! Long time no see! I'll update again soon, I'll probably use my ipod, haha.  I love my squidgy/pinjas! 

P.S. If you wanted to see what I imagine Kate looks like, I'm gonna insert a picture here :3 (Imagine her with one brown eye and one blue one :3 Yay for being different!)  it's the 26th picture down :3 Ilya! <3

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