Golden Academy 2

chapter 25

STELLA POV

After my crying session.

Hindi ko napansin na gabi na pala,

Maaga kong pinahatid sa kwarto nila ang mga bata , i dont want them to see me like this, i don't want them to see me this weak.

I started to walk to their room, i want to see them, i miss them

Unti unti kong binuksan ang pinto. Its so dark,  But the brightness of the moon penetrated through the window so i can see the shadows.

Una kong pinuntahan ay yung higaan ni tiffany, i stared at her sleeping face, then i kissed her forehead.

goodnight my baby, i will stay strong for you and your brother

Then pumunta naman ako sa kama ni axl.

I was about to kiss his forehead ng bigla syang magsalita.

"Mom, why did you do that?" malungkot at nagtataka na sabi nya, it is very rare to see my son showing this kind of emotions. and it hurts.

"Im sorry anak, i didnt mean it, im sorry kasi nakita nyo pa kung gaano kahina ng mommy nyo, and im sorry for lying." sabi ko sakanya habang nakatingin ng deritso sa mga mata nya, sadness can be seen in both of our eyes.

At lalo ko lang naaalala si fairon sa mga mata nya, he really looks like fairon.

"Mom,the truth is we want to have a happy family, we want to have a father, matagal na, whenever me and tiffany are alone, we keep on thinking, na siguro mas masaya pa ang buhay natin kung kasama natin si daddy, we keep on asking ourselves... why did he leave, is it because he didn't like us?" Tanong nito.

and that made me shock, stupefied by my sons words, all this time... they are hurting? they are keeping this thought alone without me knowing

i cant help but to cry

i hug him tight,

i didn't expect that things will be like this

Kahit minsan hindi ko narinig sakanya ang salitang daddy or hindi ko narinig na hinahanap nya ang daddy nya,

But right now...

All this time, he was waiting, he was looking for him

"Im sorry anak, im sorry for lying and because of me pati kayo nasasaktan sa nangyayare, its mommys fault. Im sorry, but pleasee dont hate me, hindi ko kayang makita kayong galit sakin, your all that i have, please forgive me"

" i dont hate you mom, i cant hate you, because i love you mom, at kahit ano pang gawin mo... we will always forgive you." niyakap ko pa sya ng mahigpit, it made my heart happy.

"Thankyou, and i love you too" after saying those words ay tinanggal ko na ang pagkakayakap ko sakanya.

he lifted his hand and gently wipe my tears, i smile under his little hand

" its already late, you should go to sleep" sabi ko sakanya at dahan dahan syang pinahiga

i saw how his eyes shut little by little while looking at me, and when i know that hes already sleeping i then kissed his forehead then leave the room quitely.

Fairon POV

isang araw na ang lumipas ng mangyari ang pangyayaring yon

Hindi ko mapigilang magalit sa sarili ko

I hurt her again

Alam kong nasaktan sya sa mga sinabi ko.

ako rin naman nasasaktan sa nangyayare ngayon