Jin was nervous. There was no denying it. It was obvious by the way he kept pacing back and forth outside your house, how he kept scratching the back of his neck. He had been outside your house for at least 12 minuets now, he hadn't even knocked on your door yet.
He'd been so lost in constructing scenarios for what could possible happen, that he forgot that he was still outside your house. He stopped pacing and stared at your door. He shuffled the flowers in his hands and knocked on the door, Jin grew hot and sweaty as he did.
He waited for someone to answer, growing even more nervous as he did. He felt as if he was about to throw up.
No one answered, Jin grew curious. He knocked again, this time more inpatient than nervous.
No one answered. His curiosity got the best of him, he went to look over at the window to see if anyone was in. The curtains were open, making it clear to see if anyone was in or not.
Jin eyes winded in shock at what he saw. The flowers he had planed to give to you now on the floor. He couldn't look away, heart sinking at everything he saw before him. He wanted to cry, scream, he didn't know what he felt but he knew he wanted to be anywhere but here.
His eyes were just fixed on the scene before him. You kissing another guy. You had your legs wrapped around him, kissing him like their was no tomorrow.He had his hands over your but, gripping it tightly. Jin cringed at that, wishing that he hadn't had shown up.
He knew he had no right to be jealous because you wasn't his ,but he couldn't help it, all he wanted to do was beat up that guy that you was all over like a rash.He watched as you would passionately kiss the man on top of you then press foreheads together.
He looked down at the floor ,where the flowers he was planning to give laid. A tear escaped his eye, he quickly washed it away with the sleeve of his dress shirt. He sighed in disappointment, feeling to week at the moment to walk. However, he did he walked head hung low.
It started to rain, making his shirt go see through. He didn't care though because nothing hurt more than you not being his.
