Just saying.- Book 1: I didn't know what love was until I met you

Preface

         I wasn't one to ask for spotlight or talk to people that I haven't been friends with but I remember my freshmen year where all I wanted was attention from him for him to realize that I liked him. I remember when I was just an 8th grader and promotion was the night before. I was waiting for that day. To escape the past I had at the grade school and start anew. And then at lunch there he stood. He was one of my old friends and crushes. We hadn't made any contact since he had gone to high-school. 

     I talked to my friends chatting about how I liked him. My friend Brittany looked at him and smiled. "He really liked my sister." I looked to him. He was probably liked by a lot of girls I wouldn't have any chance of being his girlfriend at all. I smiled to him as he handed my friends and I lunch. I sat with my friends as they teased me for liking him. Little did they know it ran deeper than they thought. He was the one who would sit with me at lunch when my friends wanted to sit with the popular girls while I wanted to be normal, wanted. He was always there to sit with me in 4th grade. I didn't care then about why or how I just liked that a guy wanted to sit beside nerdy, weird, and emotionally unstable me. 

    No one knew but for the longest time I had a crush on this boy, and there he was once again. And I can't even muster the courage to talk to him. We returned back to the school where I stayed until the last bell rang. 

How did I even get the chance to date the good guy.