Just saying.- Book 1: I didn't know what love was until I met you

Chapter 1

             I wasn't much for love. I was one to sit in the corner and sign myself up for boyfriends who wanted to look at other girls while I ate. One caught my eyes years ago, then left. The other caught my eye than broke my heart and now won't leave me alone because I love someone else. I didn't care if it hurt him, he had hurt me so many years ago. Burned me out to the point where I thought I was ugly or not pretty. To the point where I understood where I sat, and that was at the bottom of the like chain. Until Nathan came to me. Being the only guy that came to me, not the other way around I was happy. I wasn't one to become really caught up in a relationship unless my heart truly felt it. And my heart made me feel like the "love" I had with Thomas was fake, faker than fake. 

         Nathan's love made me feel happy, like right now I can't even find the right words to describe him or our love. It is that good to the point where my heart lunges when he has to leave. To the point that when he gives me that last hug before we leave I can't help but smile. I hadn't felt this way. I knew he was older than me and all but it didn't stop me from loving him. It didn't stop me from introducing him to my parents, and helping him try to make a good first impression. It didn't stop us from being happy, or being overjoyed. It didn't stop us from trick or treating on Halloween with my family in order to have our first date. It didn't stop my parents from getting to like Nathan as the night progressed. It didn't stop him from coming into my house for an hour just to stand in the kitchen and eat candy me and my sisters didn't want. 

      It didn't stop my heart from beating faster when he came closer. It didn't stop me from falling in love. No not at all. I loved this man. No matter what his age was he had stolen my heart and it was his for the taking. It was his for the breaking. But lucky for me I knew he would never break my heart. Because both of us cherished the others heart, and would never break each others hearts. Never ever. Because we love each other. And that is all that matters to me. 

    No matter how many haters we might have. No matter how many times I have to scream at my ex. No matter how many times I would have to tell Nathan. I was in love with him, utterly, and fully in love with Nathan. And I wouldn't want it any other way.