H.E.R

Part 4

Your POV
You didn't feel like going to classes because of the situation, you decided to walk to the auditorium and play on the piano that was on the stage. You sit down adjusting the seat. You soon start playing a difficult piece that you don't even find difficult anymore.

You smile continuing to play not paying attention to anything around you, once you closed your eyes you were in the moment of forgetting everything you have dealt with all your life.

Being adopted is great for people who feel excepted to someone. But not knowing the parents that gave up on you is something that won't ever stay out your mind. Namjoon was protective and you loved it but you wished it was the dad was suppose to be in your life. But none of that will ever happen and you know it.

You started to mess up which made you open your eyes and stop playing. You started crying realizing that everything you kept inside is now coming out. You aren't capable of holding emotions or telling anyone how you feel about a situation, you can't it's not gonna solve anything after.

"Y/n?"
~You looked over at the direction but couldn't see anyone.

"Who is there?"

"It's yongguk I'm coming over there"
~You heard his footsteps and wiped your eyes immediately.

"Hey are you crying?"

"No I'm okay"
~You say laughing, you scooted over and pat the seat.

"Sit"
~he nods and sits.

"Are you okay?"
~You nod smiling.

"What happened?you know with you and uh your brother"

"Nothing it's just I needed space for once because he always treats me like I'm a 5 year old, I feel like he doesn't trust me at all"
~You say laughing pressing a key.

"Well you know I can talk to him if you want"

"No it's okay it's just I want him to trust me, I know I'm adopted and that I mean a lot to them but they need to trust me"
~Your eyes started to water and you get up quickly ready to leave.

"Well I have to go now I was supposed to be home an hour ago, plus I know you have football practice"

"Well I'll see you later"
~He stands up and hugs you. You hesitate but then hug him back feeling comfortable in his arms.

You then walk to the entrance seeing it's raining.

"Great I get to cry in the rain"
~You say sighing.

You wanted walked home since you decided to be alone for a little, you texted Tae that you'll be out a little. You put in your headphones and open your umbrella. You kept thinking about moving out since you thought they didn't trust you enough for you to have your own space. You finally reach home opening the door seeing worried faces.

"What?"
~You say softly.

"Where have you been?"
~Jin asked calmly.

"I texted Tae that I was walking home and that I wanted to be alone"

"Why were you crying?"
~Namjoon asked. You glared at him.

"I wasn't I was tired and my eyes were just red from exhaustion, I just need sleep I'm okay"
~You say hugging namjoon and walking to your room.
Timeskip~12:34am
You stayed up from thinking.