Abused ~Harry Styles Love Story~

Chapter 9

(A/N) I know harry didnt write moments and all but have imagination people. Please comment and vote :)xx Luff you all

-StylesStalkerxoxo

~Skylars POV~

I woke up wrapped in Harrys arms. I tried to slither out and not wake him, but as soon as I got up he held on to my wrist.

"Where are you going" He asked with his actually very attrative raspy voice, while rubbing his eyes. I love hearing his morning voice.

"Im just gonna go to my room real fast" I said. My efforts have failed at trying to leave him asleep. He like a ninja the smallest moves and he wakes I swear.

"Ok" He said yawning.

I went to my room and immediatly checked my phone, IPhone. On the Lock Screen it showed like countless mentions from my twitter. I unlocked it, only to see that they were all from directioners, or so they call themselves.

Some of them where ok like only asking things like 'Are you and Harry dating' or other normal questions.

But how did they find out my whole name. Or that was even me? For all they know they could be spamming another 'Skylar Jones' and she just doesnt know whats going on.

The majority of them tho, I scrolled down, were like really mean and some very detailed. They wrote things like 'You're a slut' or 'Go die' and one of them even 'I hope you get murdered tomorrow by your own family' like what even. Then theres the one that actually kind of the hurt me the most that said 'You dont deserve to live'.

Two long arms wrapped around my waist pulling me closer too his body.

"What are you doing" Harry whispered into my neck giving me goosebumps. I turned around and sat down on my bed and he sat next to me.

"They all hate me" I said handing him my phone as he looked at me with a confused face.

He scrolled down and eyes widened as he read some of them. "They dont hate you, they hate that there not you. The fans want me to be single ofcourse" He said. He right all the fans think they have a chance with him. I mean one might in the future, in four months, maybe... but not all them will.

"No but they all love Eleanor and Danielle" I said. "They've known them longer and they know for a fact that theyre dating, but us theyve just seen us walking around together" He said. Also true.. But then on another topic are me and Harry gonna go public? I mean Im not sure if we should we'll only be public for four months...

"So are we gonna go public?" I asked him. I wanted to know. "Do you want to?" He asked raising an eyebrow. I shrugged "I dont know thats why I asked you" I said. He chuckled. "Well I dont know either so we'll see" He said winking at me leaving the room.

I laid down on my bed and grabbed my phone again. Maybe I should delete my twitter I mean if all im gonna do is get hate on it, its not worth it. I dont know, I think to much, I know that for a fact.

~Harry's POV~

I walked down the stairs. Louis was on the couch watching T.V. I walked over and sat down on the couch next to him. He turned off the tv and put his arm around me. "You guys came home late yesterday" Louis said. "Yeah we went to the park" I said scratching my head. "How'd the doctor go?" Louis asked. I held back my tears and gulped. Its hard to tell your friends that your new girlfriend is gonna die....

"Well um I- She was uh diagnosed with a disease-" I paused as a tear shed down my cheek. Louis with his thumb wiped it away. "Haz- What Happened next?" He asked. This is the hardest part- "She only has um four months to live" I said looking down. "Oh Haz- Im so sorry" He said pulling me into a hug as I broke into more tears. I pulled out and went upstairs. Now the wierd thing is that Im gonna have to say it to 4 other guys. Great more tears, I cant hold them back.

I walked into my room. Then an idea hit me.... I wanted to do something for skylar, even if it was write her a poem, or take her on a trip, or even write her a song. That should be easy a song I mean I am a singer. I picked up a note pad and pencil; I started thinking about some lyrics. I wanted it to be about our current situation.

Shut the door, turn the light off

I wanna be with you, I wanna feel your love.

I started writing, I wasnt sure if they were good or not, but the lyrics are true. I like them and I hope she does too.

I wanna lay beside you, I cannot hide this, Even tho I try.

I kept writing, a song has never come to me so easily, but Im just writing down what I feel and making them sound good....

Heart beats harder, time escapes me

Trembling hands touch skin, It makes this harder, and the tears stream down my face.

That seemed good to me. I like how the song was coming along, I wanted to finish the song a soon as I could, I want to sing it to her. I think right there I just finished verse one.

If we could only have this life for one more day, If we could only turn back time.

I started writing again, then put the notepad down. That was enough writing for today. I started to get a headache, its easier then usual, but not that easy. They are only a little bit of the lyrics but it still took alot of thinking.